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Oh Cedric, would it be cliche to say that you are my world? Because you are. We immediately clicked as children, and I knew from the start that wherever you went, I wanted to follow. Every moment then and now that I spend with you is precious, you are indeed the reason I wake in the morning. When we were younger and I was told that you were very ill, it felt like my world was crumbling around me, my dearest friend, the only person whom I have ever truly connected to, might die? It was as if all my nightmares came to life.
I begged and pleaded with my family to help, to do anything that they could. My mother and father merely tried to sooth me with ineffective words of comfort. They didn't understand, I could NOT lose you, to lose you would be like losing a piece of myself. When I finally went to my grandfather to plead, he did not turn me away, instead he got that look in his eyes, the twinkle that he'd get when He was inspired. And he told me to fetch you and your family.
When I was told what he planned I was beside myself, it seemed like something out of fantasy, a clockwork heart? But I knew he was incredibly smart. And I trusted him. I put all of my effort into learning my Grandfather's trade, as well as my mother and father's, you used to get so upset when I would stay up for so many nights studying and researching. But it was all for you, always for you.
I am not a brave man, I wish I was, so that I could tell you how much I love you, how dear you are to me, how I want to be with no other person but you. I have the strongest feelings for you, and one day I hope I can be brave enough to tell you, to take you in my arms and kiss you. My one and only.