Fearthainn

Personality: 

 To Fearthainn, or "Ainn" as she is affectionately called by her sister Edana, the world is made up of questions and answers.  To her logic and the pursuit of knowledge is everything!  She doesn't believe in coincidence or fate but merely probability.  She is a bit stiff when speaking to others because she always over thinks things.  She rarely understands sarcasm or jokes and normally attempts to logically explain them.  She loves her family but she is often quiet around them because she is very pensive.

History: 

As a foal Fearthainn didn’t do much beyond venturing out and observing as many things as she could. She mainly avoided others for she was far more interested in the secrets that the universe hid from all those involved in it. Her mother and father remained skeptical of her well being, but as most parents are, they supported her and answered whatever odd questions she asked. Though she loved her parents fully she always felt that they didn’t truly understand her. Often she would get strange looks from her father and loving yet worried looks from her mother, this is where Edana came into play. Fearthainn always felt that Edana understood her best of all, they were both strange in comparison to their sire and dam. She the analytical one, always looking for answers about life as opposed to actually living it and Edana the fiery thief who knew her father would never approve. Both of them could talk freely to one another without worry of the other telling the parents or mocking. They spent their foal hood smiling over their secrets and collaborating about the one their father seemingly held. 

As adults Fearthainn and Edana’s bond only grew and their secrets became evermore elaborate. By this time her parents had stopped trying to figure her out and had decided just to love her as she was. This made life easier but both her mother and father insisted she needed to interact with someone other than Edana, widen her horizon when it came to social skills. They began forcing her to mingle with other Soquili, young and old, each time finding them to be surprised by her bluntness and lack of understanding when one was telling a joke. When foals attempted to play with her she found herself quite confused, especially about tag, why pop someone and run away? It didn’t help that others found it strange that an adult was still playing with foals, or rather, attempting to play with foals. Eventually they left her to her own devices, deciding once again that she was perfect the way she was. Again her life became calm and she was able to do whatever she desired, this didn’t keep her parents from worrying though. When the other three siblings came along her parents were further distracted and she and Edana finally were no longer the center of their attention. 

One not so extraordinary evening Fearthainn lay beneath of a tree watching as the sun dipped below the horizon when a seemingly haunted stallion approached her. They conversed for a while, finding one another to be quite interesting. Within Fearthainn bubbled a feeling which she didn’t understand and had her slightly fearful. Convincing herself it was merely her lack of social skills she continued speaking with him until she found her stomach swollen and two young ones on the way. She now contemplates telling Alexiel that she loves him, but she knows not the meaning of the words, only that you say them to someone who means much to you. Though she will never say, for in her mind it is irrational, she is worried about how her children will cope with such a strange mother.