TW: abuse, toxic relationships, panics & saddness. The story is simplified and doesn't go much into details to keep it short and such.

She grew up in a not so heart warming and loving family. The constant struggle to gain just a little love or attention from their parents who were often too busy on their duties to give Lilly the time of day. Her older sister wasn’t much fun to play games with as she was never a nice older sister. Tending to let her friends pick on Lillyeyes as a kit whenever they come to play games. Lillyeyes remain being a emotionally hurt and lonely kit for some time.

Did eventually gain friends as apprentices, even though one of them wasn’t so nice to them. Lillyeyes tried their best to show her parents how well she was doing during her training, but nothing. Her mother always belittled that Willowrose or Foxshadow could’ve done better than them. Lillyeyes wanted nothing more but the love and proudness from her parents, but nothing ever happened for it. When Addersting pressured Lillyeyes into being a healer instead, her mother let her rage out and hurt Lillyeyes when she kept refusing to be one. This ended with her being partly blinded and scarred.

Lillyeyes from then was broken and miserable healing up in the healer’s den. Upset over what their mother did to them. It took time before Lillyeyes return to warrior training, still wanting to be a warrior no matter what her mother wanted from her. Things started to change and Willowrose was off with Jackalfang for a period of time. During that time she met “them” thinking at last she found someone to love and someone to love her too. Though it slowly got toxic and many red flags showed on “them” while Willowrose returned to rekindle their friendship. Many of the red flags were pointed out to Lillyeye by them as well. Things ended horribly in the end with “them” and took a toll on Lillyeye’s health. Constant nightmares and panics of “them” always filled them for some time. She still gets nightmares plus panics to this day, but not as often as before.

Lillyeyes did meet her newer best friend group, forming the Snail club outside the colonies. Snail club and Willowrose were there to help Lillyeyes through the thick of the sorrow and panics. Even after becoming a warrior, she tends to spend more time with her friends and hopes they can one day get away from their colony plus family. Just wishing now to be happy and more relaxed with their friends.