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- Doesn't experience pain and is generally very numb
- Has expansive knowledge of science and technology
- Skilled inventor; creates new gadgets on a whim as needed
- Durable, doesn't get tired or worn out easily
- Can fixate on tasks + dedicate large chunks of time to them
- Very flexible and able to squeeze into tight spaces easily
- Ambitious, doesn't have any issue with starting from scratch
- Ambidexterous
- Studying and learning
- Science
- Trying new things
- Being around others
- Solitude
- Snowy forests
- Failure/Disappointing others
- Not being enough
- Experimenting, tinkering and inventing with chemicals and gadgets
- Studying and learning new things
- Problem solving and going through a process of trial and error
- Exploring and meeting new people
- Take artistic liberties when drawing!
- Draw in scientific contexts/a lab
- Draw with his goatee
- Draw with Pilot
- Draw NSFW EVER (blood/gore OK)
- Draw without his goggles/clothes
- Draw without his stitched spots
- Draw with ear insides
- He has optional purple swirls in his eyes!
- He can be drawn with purple flux! [Top right of ref]
- His stitches can occasionally come undone.
- Don't be afraid to experiment and mess around with his overall design! As long as he still looks like Mad, go as crazy as you want!
Mad's beloved partner and best friend for life! Out of everyone in this world, no one has ever shown Mad as much patience and kindness as Pilot has. Despite what Mad is, Pilot has never turned away from it or shown any fear or negativity towards him at all. Mad shows an intense amount of dedication and loyalty to Pilot- wanting to do nothing more than to make Pilot happy and show them how much they matter to Mad, and express just how grateful he is for them.
Zephyr literally saved Mad's life when he was at his lowest point, and Mad holds it's gratitude for him highly. He can be often seen never leaving Zephyr's side, always looking at what he's up to or trying to offer ways that it can help, possibly as a means of repaying Zephyr for all he's done for Mad.
Mad's former employer. Xavier had a watchful eye over Mad at all times, constantly pushing it to it's limits and pushing him over the edge. Xavier is incredibly manipulative, cunning, controlling and downright abusive. Mad is beyond terrified of him, and fears ever running into him again.
Mad was well renowned in his department for his work, often working tirelessly for hours upon hours to finish projects and get things done. He was well known for his ability to progress research and get work done efficiently and quickly, and he not only took pride in his work, he loved doing it as well. Science was his passion for his whole childhood, and to not only be working in a famous science facility but also be the top of your department? It was something he could have only dreamed of, and yet here he was.
...Unfortunately, though, things were too good to be true. Xavier wanted to get the most out of Mad's work, pushing the limits of his abilities and trying to make him work as efficiently as possible. This started subtly, with him providing direction for Mad to take and otherwise encouraging him to work longer shifts to get something done, often followed by praise that made Mad feel good about working harder than he already was. Then, short overtimes stretched into longer shifts, eventually turning into whole 24 hour shifts with hardly any breaks. Mad started sleeping less, often being woken up early to get working sooner. Xavier started off with subtle encouragements and grew into threats, reaching to a point where any time it seemed like Mad was slacking or trying to take a short break, Xavier's presence alone was enough to pressure him into working harder.
The pressure grew to be too much.
He managed to escape through the venting system, coming out of the facility in their one blind spot and into the vast, dark, and snowfilled forest before him. He managed to escape in the midst of a snow storm in the dead of night, and with no proper clothes to cover him, he was quickly chilled to the bone and slowed significantly by the snow. He couldn't let this stop him, though, and he wouldn't feel comfortable enough to stop until he was at least out of view from the facility. They had eyes everywhere, he was sure of it, and he wasn't about to let them- no, Xavier- take him back there.
The journey was treacherous, and it was a miracle Mad made it as far as he did. He had made it far enough from the facility that there was no way they would be able to track his location through the heavy thick of snow, and the storm had already covered his tracks that they wouldn't be able to even get a general direction. Little did Mad know, though, that Xavier hadn't even attempted to make a search for him. The moment Mad was gone, he had already labelled him off as 'dead', knowing he wouldn't be able to survive out there on his own. And... He didn't.
Mad settled down by a tree near a frozen river, slowed and exhausted from the cold and thick of snow. He hadn't gotten a full night's rest in months- it wouldn't hurt to settle here and get some shut eye, right...?
The cold eventually lulled him into a deep sleep, and next thing he knew...
It was in a lab again. Through a haze of disorientation, it panicked, thinking it was back- but... It slowly came to a realization.
This lab was dark, desolate and empty. Not nearly as vibrant and bustling as the one it worked at. It... Worked there, right? It wasn't all some elaborate dream, or... Nightmare? Where is this? And... More importantly, why is it alive? How did it get here? Did someone find it and drag it back after all? Is this just some sick hoax, or some private wing Xavier had hidden from everyone that he planned to use to punish Mad? No... It quickly realized this wasn't true.
Mad tried to get up. This proved to be difficult right away, wobbling and off balance, especially due to it's patchworked legs and tail. It realized something was wrong. This wasn't the state it remembered it's body being in last it remembered. In fact, the concept of it being alive in the first place didn't really add up. It should be dead. It... is dead, as far as it's concerned. In an attempt to explore it's surroundings, it ran into Zephyr, who was just in the process of coming back to check on it and see if it was stablizing yet.
Despite it's joy, Mad suffers from intense paranoia from what it underwent at that laboratory. It has unshakeable beliefs that the world is out to get it, capture it, and drag it back to that lab or severely punish it for escaping. It's constantly terrified of Xavier showing up or running into it one day and taking it back or... Something. What Mad doesn't know though, is that to the world, it's legally considered 'dead'. No one truly knows it exists, and those who do know the old living Mad who they believe to be dead and buried. To the world, Mad does not exist, and it is quite literally starting a new life.
It's now reanimated body proves to be an important asset to it's work- Experiencing no pain allows Mad to have a living test subject without major repercussions, often experimenting on itself or using itself as a 'test dummy' when necessary. It's body is both a blessing and a curse, however, as at moments Mad feels as though it's back in that forest, frozen and cold, putting it into a literal state of being a zombie; seeming incredibly disconnected and foggy. It's able to snap itself out of these states most of the time, however.
Now, as it stands, it and Zephyr often spend a lot of time together as they both work individually on their own tasks, ocassionally taking time out of their busy lives to go exploring or relax together. Mad is constantly working on bettering the abandoned laboratory, constantly working on new experiments, and always looking for new things to create and learn.
- Mad is based off of me! He is my main fursona and represents me most accurately.
- Mad is autistic, schizoaffective, and has ADHD, DID and PTSD.
- Mad is NOT yours- Do not use his art/kin him/get attached to him in any personal way. He is a representation of ME + my trauma/experiences- I am uncomfortable seeing him used in ways I didn't consent to him being used. This involves "thirsting" after him... Please ask me directly if you need clarification