💙 Turquoise 💙

Turquoise is one of my main sonas! He's right besides Minty and Pinkerton when it comes to characters that represent myself, though much like Minty he does moreso represent certain aspects of my personality somewhat exaggerated and put into one character rather than everything about myself, though he is much more personal than Minty. I don't really have much to say about him honestly haha he's basically just me with more of an exaggeration on how cynical and monotone he is asfdjdbf// If I had to describe him personality-wise, though, I'd definitely say that Turquoise is somewhat of a difficult character to read; he tends to speak extremely montone almost all the time and basically only has one facial expression, all of his emotions being expressed through body language instead which, over time, he's learned to control. He doesn't like to leave his house much, essentially being an agoraphobe who becomes extremely tense in unfamiliar situations and prefers to only stick to where he feels safe and secure. He harbors quite a strong disdain for most people and dislikes social interaction immensely, large crowds of people and having lots of attention put on him causing his anxiety to instantly spike. When he does interact with others, he tries to be friendly but due to the way he speaks as well as his generally awkward body language he usually just ends up looking uncomfortable or uncertain, this typically shifting to irritability within time given how much he dislikes being surrounded by people and how much social interaction drains his energy. He gets sensory overload quite easily, and while he may become snappy for brief periods his frustration and anxieties almost always just lead to him falling into being unable to speak at all, which usually goes unnoticed considering how little he talks to begin with; even when he really has a strong feeling about something and wants to voice his opinion or speak up in any way, he chooses to stay quiet both out of a fear of being ignored or seen as stupid for not being able to communicate his thoughts properly as well as having unneccesary attention put on him.