Blooming Lotus
chaosheart13
Profile
Royal
Job: Z6/Explorer
Eyes: multiple roundy
Horns: antennae
Wings: bee
Tail: no tail
Armor: solid
Jelly taste: Lotus seeds
Age of death: 19
Age since being reborn: 25
Current Master: Gwenan Mistral
...ou...ever...anyth...ight...!
Yo....don...eser...love...
Jus...die...ust...ie...JUST...!
...Let me just lie here and drink it all away. ...I'm starving...
The stars dance before my eyes even though I can no longer see them. I want to see them again, let me, please, my dreams, I can no longer see them even there, where? Where? Where? She's so kind, the Queen, she reminds me of myself somehow. ...Just...her hunger...I want her to be fed, I don't mind working with her. I know how she works, I can see into her heart, she can see into mine, I already know she wants me dead. ...Does she? Or is she too fearful of what I can do? You often send me away. I understand. Better this way, I agree. ...I'm so hungry though, I want more love. I go alone, you think it's best if I can go alone. You think I will be fine alone. There's others there, other ghosties, don't you see? I see they're fine, I see they're fine, I am not allowed yet. I know I'm strong but... Ah, I'm starving, I'm starving, love me, someone, love me...
Even now, my Blooming Lotus is dying...