Caecil Ruvuci's Links
Being around Katherine just makes things.. feel right. Despite having an insistence that nobody touch me, a hug from her is.. a relief, rather than feeling like I'm bound. I still have insecurities, I'm still unsure about how I feel, but.. I strongly believe this is love. I feel like I cannot stand being away from her for long.. Which is why I asked her to marry me. And she has accepted.
Considering that moment is still, to me, the best moment of my life, I have cast my doubts aside. I love Katherine. She knows how I am, and she seems to love me as well.
Isra is a dick. He seems to hate most men, and somehow behaves around women.. Yeah, he's kind of an asshole. But he's still my invaluable partner.. And perhaps my only connection to the Ruvuci family, barring my last name.
((You do realize that this is a horse, right?))
...Marinas has been.. pretending to be my mother for most of my life. It's hard to shake a familial bond like that, even if she hasn't been the best of parents. Or rather, despite her being the worst of parents. Knowing now that she killed my biological mother, I have no reservations about being glad she met her end.
((If she were still alive, she might be calling him strong worded insults. She never did like how Caecil's mother captured Veilas's heart. Which is.. exactly why she murdered her.))
If only father hadn't.. I feel like, if I had more time, I might've been able to get through to him. Without Marinas around, perhaps father could've.. He genuinely cared about me, as well as about my biological mother. I wish things had turned out a bit differently. May you rest in peace, father, despite the way you went.
((Were he still alive, Veilas might've eventually seen the error of his ways.. Well, probably not. Despite being the last generation leaders of the Grimleal family, they too have been brainwashed and indoctrinated. At least Veilas seemed to legitimately care about Caecil, but his insistence in trying to kill the Vanguard made it clear he was on the wrong side of history.))
It's a bit hard to get Prela to unlearn calling me Sir, especially since she's older than me, eheh.. But she's good people. Knows more about mounts than I do, which.. isn't saying much, considering I know almost nothing, haha.. I hope she's doing well.
Prela is Caecil's friend(?)
They know each other from being in the same Vanguard Unit in the Ylissian army. They spent a not-inconsiderable amount of time around each other, and she's had at least one Caecil-made sandwich.