Alice

Name: Alice

Age: 13

Gender: Female

Birthday: July 2

 Species: Monster deer (deer, monster, bat hybrid thing)

She's a monster deer, created in a lab by a secret organization (probably the illuminati) to be used as a dangerous weapon.

Turns out the experiment doesn't go quite as planned, and she turned out docile.

The scientists tried to fix her by making test and giving her all kinds of substances, but it all resulted in failure. The experiment was trashed and she was left to rot in a cell with other monsters, most unable to feel emotions and any kind of empathy like Alice did.

Very soon after, the monsters in the lab start a rebellion. They kill all the scientist and break free in the wild. 

Alice wanders off to discover the world, alone and afraid, unable to understand her surroundings and hunt. 

 

It is later discovered that the experiment wasn't completelly failed. Alice, under certain situations, sometimes even out of nowhere, will turn into a savage monster, though still not as dangerous and slightly different than as planned (also because of the amount of weird substances given to her).

Her "monster form" has two phases:

The fist one is less dangerous, Alice still has control over her body but not quite her mind. She shows the complete worst of herself, becoming a huge jerk. 

The second one is very dangerous. She looses control of both body and mind, becoming completelly savage and attacking whoever is in sight.

Before turning into them her pressure lowers; her head starts to spin, she feels dizzy, she has difficulty standing up, her eyes become foggy and ears start to whistle. 

She is constantly nose bleeding. The color of her blood changes depending on her mood; ex. bright warm colors like orange and yellow when happy, pink when in love or when she really likes something, dark purple and dark red when scared, blue when sad, black when in monster form, normal red when neutral.

Her eyes may change shape when experiencing extreme feelings; stars/hearts when happy, tears/scribbles when sad.

The orange-ish parts of her body drip when experiencing extreme emotions and when in monster form.

She has a second pair of hands, located at the sides of her tummy, that are supposed to be deer hooves. They are optional.

She had less control over her second pair of hands, often seemingly having a mind of their own. These are usually hidden in her long fur, as she is ashamed of having them, because only the monsters that were planned out to be more important have extra limbs. 

He is actually very skinny since in the laboratory she was fed very little, but she has very long fur that makes her seem thicker. 

She has some sort of infection (provoked by the medicines and weird substances given to her) starting at the middle of her spine. It spreads all over when in monster form. In normal form it's not very spread, and most of it is covered by fur. 

The spots around the body are optional, but the ones under her eyes aren't.

Every single element of my fursona is an allegory of myself and my life.