Profile
One of the 5 kemonomimi/shapeshifters that have become feral and now serve as Renfrew's (link to Renfrew) hunting dog
"With two hearts rusting together,
in a world without sound; what do you see?
I'm searching for the face who will say "see you again,"
I'll just be doing it over and over again..."
NAME
Mahogany
NAME MEANING
A reddish brown color
NICKNAMES
Mag, Mags, Agony
GENDER
Female
SEXUAL ORIENTATION
Pansexual
AGE
21 (3.2 in feral years)
HEIGHT AS HUMAN
5'8"
SPECIAL TRAITS
-Left eye is closed cause she can't see out of it/doesn't really have a left eye anymore
"When the bluff of false courage in my voice began to falter,
the dream began to end
Holding my knees,
when my vision fades, I know I'll quickly collapse..."
PERSONALITY
Philosophical - Curious - Rude - Cautious
VOICE
Don't have a clip right now. Imagine a voice that is deep and smooth.
LIKES
Food, like a lot. The color red, pure individuals, spending time with others, doing her job, philosophical things, teenagers and preteens, rain.
DISLIKES
Others not doing their jobs, kids, flirtatious people, liars, unnecessary violence. There isn't that much she dislikes to be honest. She's pretty easy-going.
VALUES
Philosophy, honesty, loyalty, company
PHOBIAS
Is afraid of bears and bees, like big time. On a more serious note she's afraid of being alone
HABITS
Licking her lips thoughtfully, making eye-contact, apologizing, leaning on others as if she thinks she's a lap dog
"With a simple and innocent face,
let's embrace our disheveled feelings.
Even this place where we've lost ourselves feels so gentle..."
OVERALL
Mahogany, a girl who is full of doubt. She's cautious yet curious at the same time, a deadly combination. She's surprisingly loyal and passive despite her often rude word choice. She doesn't mean to be rude, in her eyes she expects others to say the same about herself. After all she feels like she has no sense of worth. She was raised to sound rude and to feel negative about herself. However she is honest so she will tell you wonderful things about yourself as well, making her a double-edge sword. She has trust issues yet she's extremely gullible. A bit serious but her shell can be cracked by those who are pure or energetic. She tries her best to be respectful to those above her, which is often why she goes quiet around them so she doesn't insult them. This often isn't expected but she is actually very philosophical. She has average intelligence in every aspect except for the abstract compartment. She's a dreamer and she may fill others with her ideals due to how passionate she is about them when you can get her to talk about the subject. Due to being guarded and cautious, it takes some prying to see inside her unique and thoughtful mind. She's not a fan of kids because they remind her of her past, but she likes preteens and teens as she sees them as the future, and thus is very supportive towards them despite her usual rude self.
Mahogany may be cautious and a bit negative, but she loves attention and company due to the fact that she feels worthless and a bit alone. She appreciates others for who they are, never being one to judge in close-minded fashion. Normally she's not a leader, but she tries to be for preteens and teens. Maybe her big heart doesn't belong in her current profession, but Mahogany does not want to be alone anymore. A fate far worse than death to her. She hopes that at least one person will care enough about her to mourn her eventual death. That's her life goal, to be loved by at least one individual who will remember her in their heart. Can surprisingly be chatty.
"I'll keep calling your name no matter how many times,
even if the future is uncertain.
It's hard to say goodbye, it hurts every time I think of you.
I'm right here!
I'm right here!
Please come back and be with me..."
BIT OF BIO
KID
Was born in an extremely verbally abusivefamily/area. She learned quite quickly at a young age she was worthless even though she was a very good child. Though due to missing her eye from a freak accident when she was just a few months old, was not normal to the other kids and so they often made fun of her. Their cruelty caused her to not like kids and she was socially isolated, giving her time to get lost in her mind and become philosophical.
Preteen
Still socially awkward, she has at this point taken on the verbal abuse habits that were so known in the family, making her new little siblings feel worthless. While her mother continued to develop more paranoia, often causing more stress to be placed on Mahagony as her mother drilled into her to not trust anything.
TEEN
Verbal abuse went too far and one of Mahogany's little siblings felt no reason to live and ended their life tragically by a rapid river. Feeling a terrible guilt and hatred towards herself like no other, Mahogany realized she didn't belong in this family She was alone and would die alone, just like her sibling. She did not want that. So one night she left her family and her life as a loner began where she just wandered around aimlessly with no purpose.
ADULT
Had an encounter with Renfrew. After being truly alone for several months she could not stand it anymore and eagerly accepted his attention, believing that together they could make something great. His loyalty to her new 'home' is strong. The only thing that could cause complications is her self-worth and philosophical mind. But she's always eager to prove herself and to have company.
"It won't ever change;
these emotions which have been left behind..."
