Ryan Flaherty

horribly anxious, undiagnosed autism, uncracked egg n Weird gender issues…. this guys a mess! he gets flustered and anxious really easy he’s just an emotional dude... the trauma and lack of attention and love growing up consumes 👎

really sweet and social but also an anxious MESS so dont be mean to him Please . he WILL cry . the most scared guy on earth. he’s like a little terrified trembling wet animal 

his mom (aviva) died at birth (which did a big number on his dad) and his dad wasn’t very present throughout his childhood and didn’t really care much about ryan and mostly ignored him and was super distant. his dad was severely depressed from the loss of aviva and eventually committed suicide when ryan was like 12 so ryan got sent to a similar thing jaehee was raised at but managed by jezebels family. he was picked on a lot for being weird and was pretty lonely but when he was around 16 he caught jezebels eye (probably because he was so easy to take advantage of) and they got in a relationship that was pretty bad . ryan kind of just accepted jezebel being really shitty and manipulative and abusive because she was all he had. but she broke it off when she found out ryan was jewish (unsurprising that she is also antisemetic) (their relationship probably lasted hardly a year) so he was alone once again until he decided to go to college when he was 19 for the sole purpose of thinking that his parents might actually be proud of him if they were still there, especially his mom. he never knew her but had a deep attachment to her and wanted to be like her, so he majored in science just like she did. he was still lonely for around 3 years just focusing on classes until he met jaehee :3