Erik (emo phase (real))

You want to throw yourself into the night
for the darkness to swallow you whole
and wrap itself around you like a lover’s embrace
You want it to hold you and whisper
that it’s okay, and that it will be in the end
You want it to kiss you
and make you feel loved
because what if you never will be, like this?
What if whoever you think will find you
doesn't exist
And if it doesn't love you,
then who will?