Nox's Links
"Ryuu is like Damara a dear friend of mine. I like how he analyses things, his mind is as sharp as his claws. Yet he still manages to gently put a fragile book into its shelf. Indeed a interesting Pokemon, and an even more interesting team partner for sure ... I'll be always thankful for his offer, even though it never worked out as planned. Yet life moves one and sometimes you need to leave things behind, to be able to continue to move forward ...." - Nox the Spirit Guardian
Nox ... hmm ... She is someone who is very dear to me, but i've dissapointed her, by breaking a very important promise in the past. I was aware of her important place in this world, but i've also known her desire to see the world and become part of an adventure team. Damara - my girlfriend back then - and I had a good idea which would enable her to join our team from time to time. To this day i can remember the spark in her eyes as we told her that we found a solution to her problem, yet in the same time i cant forget the dissapointment in those same beautiful eyes, which accured a month later. sigh ... You see, Damara and I got into a bad fight and broke up shortly after, which also meant the end for our rescue team. Two days later Nox came to me, announcing that she finished her task for today and that we can finally register us as an official rescue team. But as i told her that the team does not exist anymore, i saw the spark that i've once ignited die ... I broke her heart that day, yet still ... she forgave us and even visits Damara and me. Nox is truely a good pokemon ... yet i can't do anything besides to feel sorry for what happend ...
"Damara is a dear friend of mine, i adore how headstrong and inderpendant she is. I'm sure it would've been wonderful to go on adventures together with her and Ryuu ... but there are things that just should not be.
I have my job to do, which is to guid the lost souls into the afterlife. Running through the continent wouldn't fit me anyways ... but it was a nice dream to have." - Nox the Spirit Guardian
sigh ... Nox ... i'm really sorry for everything that happend. I know it wasn't Wang's fault ... it was mine ... i forced him to stand his ground in something he does not understand yet, which in the end costed the break up of our team. Wang and I are on good terms nowadays, which maybe opens a new chance for us .... but I'm afraid ... afraid that the same thing will happen again in future. I don't feel ready for this commitment and even more I don't want to dissapoint Nox again. Despite of everything that happend between us, Nox seemed to forgiven Wang and me, we even chat from time to time when i need to stay longer in the caffee. Nontherless i feel a sting in my heart every time i see her ... everytime when I'm not able to truthfully say "Hey we can be a team again!" .... evertime when i realize that the spark that once adorn her eyes vanished ....