Nikïta Xowie

a gentle soul born to this world in a loving family but also with a physical disability, and by that we mean paralyzed legs. as much as he composed his personality around it to cover up this lifestyle as something he got used to long time ago, it completely backfired on his mental health the opposite way around, making him obsess over it instead. he still has large amounts of stubborness and unwillingness to accept that this is just how it is - he wants to "function as others without making people waste their time on taking care of him" and when that's not fully possible, he ends up bottling up immense amounts of anger that lead to less or more tough periods in his life.

after the last breakdown that affected not only him but also his loved ones, he came to his senses and started embracing the fact that he can change to the better only if he truly accepts not only the reality, but also himself as who he is. and so now, after all those years of hiding in shadows of his family, he tries to makes his dream come true, which is becoming a well-known opera artist, just like his younger brother.

his demeanor is "passive", overly calm and that formed from all the years trying to not express that he's not willing to accept all the struggles he was born with. his movements and care for bugs/animals are gentle, which made others call him as "prince". a great listener with not too much to say, which is also a result of him always being worried that he will say "too much" about his emotions. his feelings and emotions are still really repressed, but he finally tries to work on it.

• diagnosed with hereditary spastic paraplegia
• refuses to use the wheelchair and sticks with the crutches
• his senses are sensitive; loud noises and screaming will easily cause him migraines
• knows fluent english and french
• left-handed
• owns a tarantula and it was a gift from hibiscus.
• was home-schooled
• smells like latte coffee
• can play harp
• his talking tone is a weak semi-whisper, meanwhile his singing voice is confident and strong
• hopes to take part in modeling sometime in the future

• freckles,a beauty mark (l cheek)
• straight, long, thick hair
• no pupils visible
• slim, petite body type
• s/h scars (r forearm, l thigh)
• floral tattoos (r part of his body)
• always wears kneesocks
• a golden ring (l ring finger)
• ears piercings
• unexpressive face