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Angerbaby, burning space. Splatter-painter, part-time bartender, truant extraordinaire. Wants to be a pilot when she grows up, though she's also considering an illustrious career in professional sass. Currently saving money for a Vespa she'll name Brigitte.

Honest in her own blunt way sans too much needless dickishness, stems from her profound fear and loathing of others setting expectations that she would not be able to meet, so she breaks them even before the egg. Refuses to lie for the same reason, reverting instead to deflecting when insecure or plowing straight through a difficult topic when not. Not skilled in the art of putting things gently and thus not the most graceful creature when it comes to providing comfort or giving advice.

Easily incensed to loudness and physical displays of anger. Shoots to kill, both with her words and teeth, often leading to spilling hurtful thoughts she doesn't completely mean after the heat of the moment, leading to much embarrassment. Escalates as a first refuge, to probe the social atmosphere, provoke a reaction, get her own way or simply to avoid doing what somebody expects her to do. Defiant to the points of obstinacy, refuses to be anyone's creature but her own. Uses anger as a fuel and a source of comfort, If truly brought to her limit, will not be deterred by costs, laws or difficulty of her reaction and is quick, pragmatic and ruthless in her vengeance.

Child whose head is constantly full of the internal screaming usually tied to filling out bank forms alone for the first time and intensely dislikes the fact the future's coming for her. Cannot handle outside pressure but feels aimless in the absence of it. Constantly moving as a result, creating objectives and sticking to them obsessively until they fade, sinking into guilt for not upholding even her own identity. Remarkably hard on herself, despises feeling observed and knowing people discuss her. Doesnt' feel real at times. A bad result of defunct early family life that also helped forge her connection to her brother.

Gives loyalty to a scant few and upholds it with her life despite possible disagreements. Capable of maintaining superficial acquaintanceships with many and giving the illusion of intimac while keeping herself a mystery. Not prone to spontaneusly sharing things that matter to her. Chivalrous in that she binds herself to her word, but will not ask others for help if there is any way to avoid it. Helpful without much regard for her own profit, fears only debts. Insists on independence.

All in all, a tough cookie with a chocolate center. She is still young, insecure, untested in handling the world, terrified of the unkown future and what it may hold. Curled in a defensive rictus against the threat of it all, but capable of remarkable sweetness if convinced to relax.