akutagawa

I've been pretty private about it, but my new acc is Felix_is_here .

it's been a couple months since I've been active to people that arent super close. 

I've been active there but the acc was originally given only to ppl I trusted so

cheers

I've been thinking alot over the 4 days I've stayed off of this site, and I'd like to apologize for my actions. I should have dont that from the start. thank you.

I just wanted to do a tiny update to say

- I've been feeling better overall. some things are worse, But you cant get too lucky. 

- Thabk you to those who actually listened :)

- I will probably be:

• purging most if not all of my characters to close friends

• Making a new account

• rebranding. SEVERE rebranding

- also a note, My preffered name is Felix now. thanks!

I will go back to the depths of hell now, have a great day. 

hey.

I understand some people are gonna look at this as "shuichi ur avoiding ur problems" and in a way i am, I do admit it. although I've been on this site for almost a year and since I joined my mental health has taken a fucking skydive.

I'm just fucking stressed and worried I'll lose friends because i was uneducated on something. people hear one thing, rant about it, refuse to help you get educated, and get pissed off when you let them know they're a little wrong.

"Shuichi why are you being a pissbaby and spamming bullitens????!!!??"

because tahts the way I am. and who would I be to go on a haitus without telling people? yea. so cya I guess.

this time I'm serious by the way. I'm probably going to make another account and chill on there. people who have me IP blocked will definitely know what it is because it will appear in their block page. I'm fine  with that tbh. I'll just block anyone back who has that.

 (which alot do. some people just dont understand that opinions can change and that I just needed to be educated and block a little too freely)

if you are friends with a user who you know has blocked me, Please do let them know my opinion has changed. I'm not trying to block evade here, I just want people to not be left off thinking I hate black asians or something.

regarding the "you put more effort into personal art" btw, yes i do sometimes, because i actually feel extremely passionate about my characters. new concept? maybe I'm using them to practice and get better.

if you dont like how a custom/commission/trade cane out, JUST LET ME KNOW oml. I wont be offended. it's not that hard fr

I'll most likely finish all owed shit. dont come at me. I'm trying my best. come on man.

edit: this adds on stuff I owe too 

okay so its come to my attention

if you have any problems with me, Dont like how I drew your character, Think what I said to you iswrong, or even made you uncomfortable,

LET ME FUCKING KNOW????? like?? instead of bashing me behind my back TELL ME and I will fix t for you 9/10. ngl it sounds like ypire trying to complain.

not at anyone specifically but ivse seen lik 6 ppl do it and it pisses me the Fuck off.

I understand if yall hate me for my last post but I am now more educated, and I have changed my opinion 

 EDIT: MY OPINION HAS CHANGED, I NO LONGER THIBK THIS. PLEASE TALE THIS BULLUTEN WITH A GRAIN OF SALT. thank you for informing me.

DO. NOT. VOTE. ON. THE. POLL. OR. COMMENT. /srs my opinion HAS CHANGED so STOP

THE REASON IM NOT DELETING  THIS IS BECUAS EULL BE ACCUSED OF HIDING IT. IM FUCKING  NOT.

I personality think it's just as bad to Blackwash as it is to Whitewash.

It isn't representation. If anything, Youre erasing another minority, (As most of the time its anime characters) Asians. 

How would you feel If you were Asian and someone turned a character that represents your culture into their own?

so yea blackwashing, Whitewashing,  any race bending at ALL is fucked up to me

please keep comments civil.

NOTICE: I AM NOT RAICIST. IM NOT POSTING THIS BECAUSE I BELIEVE IITS"UNFAIR" TEHY GET THE PRIVILEGE OR SOME SHIT. THATS ALSO FUCKED UP. I JUST HAVE THIS OPINION. PLEASE KINDLY LEAVE IF YOU BELIEVE I AM RAICIST FOR THIS. /SRS

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scenecror,....

deersoda

yea

ok so

i promised Ibuki_Mioda VAST REWARDS if they get their character to 3k images in a week

the character is at 2k

thast 1k

AND 

IM ACTUALLY SCARED

eli you terrify me