Cassivine's Bulletins
This is not what I want to do but I’m in a very tough spot right now. I just had to foot a huge bill to fix my pickup and as much as I love these designs, I have to be able to drive to work. So, I’m taking offers on my ENTIRE crew. I will take reasonable payment plans. Please DM me if anyone catches your eye.
TW: LOSS & TRAUMA
(If you have the ability, please read this. If not for my sake, for theirs.)
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Hey everyone, it’s even awhile since I’ve interacted with anyone and though I’m not near as active a fixture in this community as I’ve been in past years, this community has been a huge part of my life but things have changed. I’m genuinely not sure if I will continue here or not.
I haven’t shared my story here but here we go. In June, I was on the way home in my living quarter horse trailer from an event (I’m a professional in an equestrian event) and I had my two mares with me, Dixie and Diva. I had just performed on Diva and she had done marvelously. My dad was with me because it was in the evening and he was off work and we’d stopped for dinner. We had maybe been inside for 2 minutes when someone reported smoke coming from a trailer, that’s when I ran. My life changed forever in those moments. My generator battery had shorted and started a fire, and in a matter of seconds, the entire thing was burning…. with my horses inside. I lost them both that terrible day and I had to see things I wish upon no one.
They were my best friends - my entire world revolved around them and their needs. I knew every bump, freckle and spot on their bodies. We had an agreement, the three of us. It was the most intense bond I’ve ever had even though there was never a word spoken between us. I raised Diva, I knew her in the womb, she was third generation here on our ranch. Dixie was a recent addition in my life but she was everything to me. They were such bright lights in this world, with massive personalities and SO much heart.
Long story short, I have been diagnosed with severe PTSD and I’m trying to find my new normal. So, I am trying to find joy in other areas of my life, like writing and art and it’s led me to this decision.
For now my entire TH is up for offers as I think I’d like to move into human characters. Some I will be more tentative to let go. Many have more art that isn’t uploaded to TH, just message me to see more!
TW: LOSS & TRAUMA
(If you have the ability, please read this. If not for my sake, for theirs.)
Hey everyone, it’s even awhile since I’ve interacted with anyone and though I’m not near as active a fixture in this community as I’ve been in past years, this community has been a huge part of my life but things have changed. I’m genuinely not sure if I will continue here or not.
I haven’t shared my story here but here we go. In June, I was on the way home in my living quarter horse trailer from an event (I’m a professional in an equestrian event) and I had my two mares with me, Dixie and Diva. I had just performed on Diva and she had done marvelously. My dad was with me because it was in the evening and he was off work and we’d stopped for dinner. We had maybe been inside for 2 minutes when someone reported smoke coming from a trailer, that’s when I ran. My life changed forever in those moments. My generator battery had shorted and started a fire, and in a matter of seconds, the entire thing was burning…. with my horses inside. I lost them both that terrible day and I had to see things I wish upon no one.
They were my best friends - my entire world revolved around them and their needs. I knew every bump, freckle and spot on their bodies. We had an agreement, the three of us. It was the most intense bond I’ve ever had even though there was never a word spoken between us. I raised Diva, I knew her in the womb, she was third generation here on our ranch. Dixie was a recent addition in my life but she was everything to me. They were such bright lights in this world, with massive personalities and SO much heart.
Long story short, I have been diagnosed with severe PTSD and I’m trying to find my new normal. So, I am trying to find joy in other areas of my life, like writing and art and it’s led me to this decision.
For now my entire TH is up for offers as I think I’d like to move into human characters. Some I will be more tentative to let go. Many have more art that isn’t uploaded to TH, just message me to see more!