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He's criminal, a murderer even. Why the hell, is everyone SO ok with him just, being able to walk free. Hm? Why?
I get he has a family n all but honestly, I've seen, those crime scenes. I don't think he deserves a family, or a wife. He deserves to be lock away, I would say he deserves Lethal Injection but that'd be too easy on him.
I feel bad for the kid of his I hurt while trying to attack Vlad but, I don't feel sorry for Vlad.
At first I thought our little, feud was, amusing. Entertaining. He always knew it was me but never had the proof. But then, over time, he started to try and pin me for literally anything he could think of.
It got, sad and pathetic on his part.
But after he, attacked me and Piper, AND almost hurt Noelle too. I've no respect for him. If it weren't for the fact that I've been doing good on the path of recovery. He'd be dead already. No, he'd be locked away where no one could hear his screams as I make him feel pain in any and every way I can think of.
I, do still feel bad for us having another child, despite Noelle's wishes but, I'm also not sorry. I of course love him dearly. And I actually got to, be there for Noelle during the pregnancy and see those precious small moment, be part of them.
Might be a bit odd but, seeing his small moment, or things like his first steps has, helped me sort of "remember" Piper's even though I wasn't actually there.
I feel, beyond incredibly lucky to have this family.
I've, heard that they too are, both genders in a way. I, never thought I'd meet someone else like this. Huh? Oh,,, they, are just, one or the other?
I see,,
On their own they look a bit intimidating, slightly. But the moment they're put next to Jacobs they seem to immediately just become a shy soft boy. It's cute.
OH, so THIS one is a fellow shapeshifter-
No?
oh,
I hope he didn't get too upset with me not actually being a shapeshifter like him. Maybe one day he'll find one of his own. Other than that, I'm rather glad Abraxas has a companion after seeming to be alone for so long.
I, feel bad and quite embarrassed over what they and Alex heard but, yet a small part of me doesn't feel bad at all. A 'sorry but not sorry' thing? Either way, I'm just glad that we've started to actually speak, it's nice to have more friends, even if acquired by, questionable means.
He's, nice enough, at least to Alex anyways. Which is good enough for me, even if he apparently was once part of that Cult Alex was occasionally commissioned by. The only thing that sort of sets me off, he's sweet yes but, it almost sickeningly so, like there's a bitter layer under it. I don't know, maybe I'm wrong.
I called it.
It was a very nice wedding. Nothing crazy but, nice. It suit them.
Bit strange to think that, she's, witnessed my relationship with Noelle from the every start. Tch, she even predicted we'd wind up together. I don't know if she's just, good a reading people or if I, maybe wasn't as good at hiding how I felt about Noelle as I thought I was.
Either way, she, of course, was invited to our wedding. She did, predict it afterall.
He, is my father. And I am, supposed to respect him at all times. But I feel, more scared than anything.
Don't even get me started. He's lazy, he doesn't try hard enough, whines all the time, he more of a woman than a man! Speaking of, I don't know what in gods name gave him the idea to try this whole, rebellious sinful attitude but he needs to stop it like yesterday. Ain't no son of mine going to "be gay", get over yourself and just stop.
She ah, if of course my mother. She doesn't really,, hit me like how dad used to but, her words hurt all the same.
One way or another, we will fix him. I mean does he have any idea how it looks of US, his parents, if others were to find out his "attracted to men". Oh please, it's just lies and more lies. No one, is attracted to their same gender. No one. I bet this is all just a way to "get back at us", after all we've done for him. Breaks my heart.