It's funny how I find no enjoyment in drawing anymore- I barely even draw my own characters, it's just- idk not fun?? I do like their designs but when it comes to actually making art of them I legit can't-

I mainly just offer art for characters and that's it,, Could be because I got so used to drawing other people's ocs that it feels like a chore to me at this point. Something I have to do.
I like the characters I get in return for my art and I'm happy to get them but sometimes I wish drawing didn't feel so forced :( I always spend hours making one art piece because I want to make sure it's perfect- And I'm so obsessed with making it perfect that when I finally finish it I'm never satisfied with the results,,

I criticize myself too hard and that's on me but I can't help it- I was never happy with what I drew yet I continue to make art despite all of this- Something keeps bringing me back to it but every time I draw I feel like it's not good enough.. There probably isn't much I can do to fix it, my brain is just weird lol At least I'm glad that people enjoy my art even if I don't ^^