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I wish I could hate him. I wish I could like him. I wish that I could feel anything but pity for him. He's never had a life of his own, and I felt that maybe I saved him from that at one point, but that was just me being yet another person in his life who had ulterior motives. I dislike the way he treats me nowadays, but neither of us have much choice in the hand that we have been dealt.
He scares me. I hate him in a way that I have only recently discovered that I can hate a person. Deeply. Passionately. Unshaken. I hope that someday he will be able to be vanquished, I just don't know if I am able to do it.
I feel as if Jules is one of the only people that is willing to understand that I am being pushed further than I am able to handle. I feel as if he is one of the only people that actually sees me as a person, not as some prophetic, unbeatable hero who has to do what is right no matter what.
I don't trust him whatsoever, but that's a creature of my own creation. He has no reason to trust me, and I expect him to betray me at some point. I can't find it within me to be mad at him for protecting himself and those he cares about. After all, I'm the one that kidnapped the Prince. I'm the villain, in his eyes. I try to treat him with decency and as if I do trust him like any of my other bandits.
Captain is a stupid man with a heart that is too soft. His mercy opens too many doors that should remain closed. I am often at odds with him, but I respect his position as a leader. He just does not lead me. I listen to him when I feel as if he is correct. I appreciate what he has done for me and my people, though. I will never forget that
I will never admit it, but he is the only thing that had ever sparked true fear in me. He is the only thing that I've ever met that I have been forced to admit overpowers everything I can do. I could never win against him in a fair fight. That doesn't mean that I will not win against him, I will find a way. Losing to him in the end is not an option.
He's very fucking annoying. I am glad that I had finally been able to kill him. His actions against our home planet were incomprehensibly treacherous. I never could imagine someone selling out their entire home and all those there, and for what? These questions still bother me, however, I do not regret killing him in the way that I did. It prevented him from hurting anyone else.
Slug is a pitiful excuse for a man. He is weak willed, physically weak, and doesn't really excel in anything except for getting on my nerves. However, he is a member of the Azer Empire, which sets the standard that he deserves at the very least, to be looked after by his king. We've both gone through a lot together, which has caused me to treat him with special favour on more than one occasion. I killed him once, and the matter still weighs on my shoulders like a grim reminder of the responsibilities that a true king has to his people.