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Latest Bulletin
If you've been following me for abit you might've noticed I haven't been here as much as I used to. Ever since 2022 I went on a big burnout and was pretty much forced into hiding because I couldn't fix 2 toxic ex friends' relationship. I've told this tale countless times and I'm sure it's common knowledge by now but to make a long story short; I failed at being a couples therapist, these people try to make my life (including irl) a living hell, I get into my lowest and went to the point where I straight up did nothing anymore, and keep leaving because I would get paranoid it'd all happen again. That's going to change, now I feel like I'm getting my life back together and now I'm at peace. Seriously; as of late I have actually been feeling like myself unlike the past 5 years where I had to do so much to please a toxic friendgroup that'd just keep throwing me away regardless. I've been doing things I haven't done in years and even trying to improve on things in my life. Hell I have been actually getting good grades at school and this means alot to me because for almost a decade my grades were shit and I decided I want to change that so I could have a better future in the real world. I apologize for my inactivity, I have been trying to get back into posting again and hopefully now that I finally put my foot down on things that can maybe change my life for the better. I also went into a fat artblock especially since late 2022 but as of late I have been getting back into drawing again and it doesn't feel as forced and sloppy as it was back since the last 5 years. I feel great to be myself again and I have been managing my issues, honestly I never expected me to feel like I actually changed or to be myself but here I am now. Hopefully I no longer get exploited, manipulated, gaslighted, all of that shit as much as I used to because I have been starting to put my foot down. I have no idea what else to write so I might stop it here. I also thank the people who stick around still, it means alot to me; seriously.
Also this page and it's entire gallery is embarrassing, I might aswell fix that. I used to be a terrible person when I was 14-17 and I hate who I was, man I wasn't myself and you could TELL. I haven't been myself since 2019 but now I have been working on that. I like being independent.This is the last page you should even be viewing my art on, if you want to see more recent art in the meantime; visit my Newgrounds https://juiian.newgrounds.com/
How the fuck do you purge an entire gallery
4 months, 8 days ago
hai -adam
5 months, 17 hours ago
You can't attach images to comments all of a sudden?
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Yaye
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anel
1 year, 5 months ago
thank you for the favorites!! your characters are so cool!
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MAYBE IT IS!
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WTF IT POSTED TWICE
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