sorry ive been gone, last month both the boys suddenly got bobcat fever and died within days of each other. youngest died at the vet, and budda had to be euthanized just when we thought he was getting better. ive been trying to be okay but ive cried every day since theyve died. i miss my boys so much

sorry i haven't socialized very much :,) i just have alot of anxiety + ive been raising a surprise in need kitten and preparing for a trip coming up