i have a love hate relationship with drawing bro istg, i loveee the process of getting all of it finalized to the end of the lineart stage but hot DAMN do i hate coloring that shit😭🔫 its such a pain in the ass dude especially when making a new character cause then you have to think abt the colors. its also inconvenient in general when  you have art block or like burnout cause like i wanna draw but likeeeee i cant yk? i am drawinf smthn rn tho and thats my only reason of complaining rn cause of this stupid brush that wont let me bucket tool without having to outline the color😒✋️ also why the freak is it so hard to make character sheets 😔😭 

I HATE IBIS PAITN BRUH THIS SHKR SUCKS ASS MY CANVAS JUST FREAKING CRASHED AND TOOK 35 MONUTES TO RELOQD😭

My day has been so shit and ive only been up for an hour😭 first i wake up late, then i cant find a fucking shirt which got me pissy for the rest of the time i was getting ready, then i feel like ima die but decided to go out to the bus anyway and mind you my walk up there is 5 minutes long 10 there and back, and so when i get up there i expect the bus to yk pick me up because its supposed to BHT THEN IT FUCKING DRIVES PAST ME AFTER I HAD BEEN STANDING THERE FOR 3 DAMN MINUTES WAY BEFORE IT GOT TO MY STOP. i actually hate it here so much

I looooovvveeeee making side characters for my main ocs aka FAMILYS i get to make so many silly personalitys into different people while staying on a specific theme so i dont have to make any insane design decisions. its so simple for my slow ass brain🤓 and this js all to say that im making laylas family rn and im actually loving it also real talk shes fr cheer bear for realizes😼 either who yeahhh just wanted 2 yap about what im currently drawing and ig doing😺

ITS BOOTY ASS COLD OUTSIDE AND MY SCHOOL ISNT CLOSING 😭😭 AND I HAVE TO WALK TO THE BUS i am NOTTTT going in these conditions i dont want my ass to freeze shut or something 😭 the weather app lit says its 4° and feels like -20 dawg my school lit needs to take a hint from the others and close😭🔫

HEHEHEH i changed my layout    and like i think its a little more silly now so thats good AHHH this is like the only hting i havr to inform on

HAVE A GOOD CHRISTMAS IF U CELEBRATE IT AND IF U CELEBRATE SOMETHING ELSE LIKE HANUKKAH HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH THAT 🫶

(qlso like im eick today which sucks booty but i shall push through for celebration and then pass out😼)

The violent urge to rearrage my whole room, break all my stuff, and explode all at the same time even though it would be anticlimactic and im also procrastinating my whole life so like i can barely force myself to do it even though i want to do it and then like i remember half of the shit i have to move is heavy and my room is a giant mess because of the seasonal depression BUT LIKE THENNNN i want to clean my whole room so i can do it and i equally still procrastinate and put off doing it 😼🔫

MY UMBRELLA LITTERALY JUST BROKE IN HALF WHEN I TRIED SHAKING THE WATER OFF😭😭 IMA GET SOAKED WHEN I TRY TO GO INTO SCHOOL 😭🔫 

dawg ima fucking kms bro 😭🔫 i just got my lip peirced but like i didnt eat before jt so now im hugry as shit and i dont even have anything to eat 😭 or that i can eat because like all my delicious ass food in my house i cant consume until my lip is healed 🤧🤧😭😭🔫 istg if i still cant eat good food by the time Christmas dinner hits ima kms😭😭(/j i wouldn't actually do that but yk)