Hello,

My commissions are now opened, unfortunately, I am dealing with my vehicle deciding to create a Saga of problems I was able to overcome 2 things such as my alternator crapping out and discovering that my radiator has a thumb tack pinhole in it and is leaking everywhere so I practically have no heat which isn't good during the winter's in the location I live, thankfully with the help of my parents I was able to overcome 2 obstacles but things come in 3's and my parents are warning me that they won't always be able to come to my rescue so, in turn taking their words I am opening my commissions much earlier than I wanted to plan on but im stretched for money until next paycheck.

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Hey, Midnight here, 

I am doing the first bulletin in since I've made my toyhous.e and I've debated what a bullet in have in context and so forth and went through many of drafts deciding what I should say. Within previous years since I've made my profile and started to post things such as characters and images of said characters a lot had happened in the background. 

1. I've had plenty of verbal/keyboard "warrior" insighted fights which are of my own volition as I was a emotional bonded person. I admit it that some things went too far but to each their own. One of many sayings I grew up on was "if you start something you finish it" and "if you can't take the heat then don't start anything". Which in most cases the heat came from sides which are hard to explain in great detail nor do I wish to as stories and ap forth can be flipped and told in narratives of how one views it. Which I learned from my messed up family dynamic that anything you try to say with the nicest of tones it can be turned into rude or fighting style words. You have actually no one on your side once words get minced into a certain narrative which I've seen countless amount of times. 

2. I've seen many "supposed" friends come and go and many turn on each other. Hell, if I could say it to their faces but then again I'll be accused of harassing them or bullying them again like a certain few I know. Go ahead take my said words twist them so far up your bumhole that makes you have to go to the hospital to have it pulled out. I stopped caring for those whom I tried to hard to built a sturdy bridge for but they took a flamethrower and destroyed it. No more asking to cross it cause in the end the destruction was at the fault of your own hands. I am tired of all the lies they surround themselves in. When you wish to try to build it again I won't help maybe I'll throw one little string out but nothing more than that. 

3. I've watched several of my other mutuals suffer in/at the hands of those certain "supposed" friends and parties in question. I've quenched my rage in favor of said mutuals but that doesn't mean it's forgotten, I merely dig a hole and bury it. It's still there but merely laying in wait. I'll still comfort said mutuals to the extent over the web but if I had the financial standing to visit in real life I'd drop everything in an instant and make my way to that mutual. But in all honesty I've just had to get another blank notebook to write more I think this would be my third notebook but at least it marks the new year. 

4. I've had my fair shares of fights and so forth. I've finished a few and so forth but in reality they mostly backed down or straight up blocked me cause they needed to be always right or I am not giving them the responses they wanted. "Which to each their own. Let themselves be their downfall into their own hole they dug. Once they break off that bridge and dirtied the water in which you can't cross no more. Let them be", one of my customers said to me as I had just been practically embarrassed belittled by a supervisor on the sales floor.(boy there was a lot of complaints that day, supervisor didn't get fired more like moved to a different department) 

5. It takes a lot now to truly get on my bad side. But I guess it depends on the scenario really, working retail for 6 years going on 7 it has made me see certain things that I still keep questioning or saying " I've seen worse" at times I am indifferent but others I am not... Perhaps it's because of what I've been through that makes me that way. 

I'm ranting away now which if I keep it up it'll get too much into detail which I normally save for those notebooks I've mentioned but anyways goals that I want to accomplish this year of 2024

•Upload/Update all characters new and old with full introductions and back stories 

•Set up a commission sheet/format on google or another platform (haven't fully decided yet) 

•Finish chapters to my stories on Wattpad and bring a few here such as "Destiny for a Star", "Dangerous Enemies", " Killing Sweet Dolls" 

•Start on a few other stories I have planned out

•Make more content to post about on all media's I have such as tiktok and YouTube

•Clean up my media's and figure out formats for things on here to look much eye-catching 

I'll think of more as I go but this a quick thought up one that I had started before the new year so yeah thanks for taking your time to read my rambling.