So I found out that some of my old fanart is ….. ugh this is heartbreaking,… wattpad cover… LOL it’s not just that but also some character ai thing 😭

i am more amused about how hilarious is this rather than feeling upset about the uncredited art. that art got like idk 200 likes? Idfk how they found that shit? 

anyways not the only character ai issue rn. One of my oc posts did well on TikTok… and people want to make character ai out of him... my oc… like Uhm!? How do I deal w that? Idek how to feel about that

negatives aside… Id like to focus on the positives, I got a dm askin if they can cosplay him and that’s the coolest fucking thing! And people been kind to ask if they can use my art with credit as my pfp so hey that’s cool. 

anyways since I’m documenting this post that blew up anyways a big artist was starting big drama w me, esp on Twitter. It kinda backfired on them and they apologized for the false accusations and i ended up gaining much support from it, so thats that. Though I wanna point out that it’s crazy how much shit happens when finally a post does well.

There’s this artist I rlly like and we genuinely got very similar OCs it’s like how we became friends cuz the coincdence was funny as hell. Anyways I am in love w their art and realized like this is how I rlly wanna draw 😭😭

I’ve been switching into a more painting and textured art and I’m a realizing in terms of artstyle it hasn’t changed thaaat much, it’s just the rendering. The rendering seems more forced and less natural to come to me and takes more time and idk if that’s good or it’s just a learning curve. Anyways do I seem like a weirdo for tryna draw like them esp if we already got similar Ocs…. It doesn’t help we like the same shows music and games too it’s like the same person…

I don’t mind dropping names if anyone cares cuz I rlly love their art and y’all should check them out. Idk maybe I’m paranoid cuz then it would look like I’m stealing their Ocs or their art ideas BUT I CANT HELP IT? LIKE IM NOT STEALING ITS JUST VERY SIMILAR 😭😭 like some of their rendering I stare at to study and be like yeah that makes sense which would translate into my art later AHHH it’s so lame 

Idk i think I like properly joined this site a month ago cuz of a friend telling me it’s a good oc archive. Like it’s a way to interact w other people’s OCs and just start yapping (cuz I love yapping or showing my ocs w other artists cuz then we can draw shi together) but it feels like this website isn’t good for that? 😭😭 I didn’t know wtf adopts were until I joined this site (sorry I’m dumb yes) but is this like the whole point of this site. All I see is adopts or art raffles like can we just be losers in peace. This is making TikTok look good because atp TikTok is more interactive w ocs than this. Maybe im just dumb and misunderstood this site (I’ll blame my friend)