Zeruk's Bulletins
this vid literally speaks to how i draw/animate a lot, i dont rlly use tiktok/etc shorts or anything bcz ik ill get distracted ALL day... i dont rlly use social media or phone much at all
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_Fob4Vrxpw
just incase anyone was like me struggling w/ procrastinating :^^^^ all ways inspired vibe
yooo you know that adopt auction? i cancelled it because i got attached im v sorry!! im gonna keep all of them for now.
i struggle selling my designs because i just like them too much myself :[
Next time I'll prolly just sell 1 at a time or flat sale to prevent this in future! Again really sorry
VEEENT!!! i just wanna say it somewhere ive had this on my mind for months if not over a year ish. maybemore
its not tht i necessarily want to STOP animating my ocs, drawing,etc i LIKE everything i do rn. i really like animating my ocs to any song/idea i have and doing it for fun
whts not fun tho? the yt part, uploading to yt makes me get so much anxiety like it sucks so bad, i feel like i have to do an expectation and the standards get higher and higher each time i upload. like trash talkin animation was SO easy for me to make, but i feel like its too lazy to post on yt.
so its like. IDK a part of me is like i can quit yt and not post my animation/work online anymore or just idk. i cant make amv long videos every time its too much time and stressful tbh. like sarcasm, boy with luv etc, i like it but it takes so longggggg. i cant tell if trash talking is lazy or not :[ idk what is lazy i feel like i am lazy even tho i try so hard it just doesnt look good enough i feel bad ig i dont deserve any thing yk ???? bcz its not good enough
so yeah tl;dr: yt stress.. idk how to tl dr this acc ngl LMFAO i havent ever said this anywhere idk i figured maybe i say it somewhere >_< bcz i just wanna vibeeeeee not stress and animate/draw 3 but i feel like i cant show it bcz its not good enough
yooo... mmm.. guys!!! ok so i literally couldnt attack everyone back but i feel bad bcz i don t think i attacked enough
but the most i can do is a colored sketch for some ppl... u think thats like... not good enough idk bcz the other option is nothing
i feel so bad ahahah :']]]]] i feel b ad giving just a sketch when ppl gave like freaking awesome art AAHHHHHHHHHH
🙄🙄 i wanna say this somewhere.. maybe not my main yt page... smaller place liike here
gosh anyone else deal with... weirdo stalkers?? like.. ive a few and its like ... ???? its just so invasive idk i typically just ignore them but damn its so anoyying. i wish some ppl just knew boundaries and respect jeeeze... im just an n00b animator on the internet 🤐like ... NO i dont want to meet up idk who u are s t o p
only had this issue on art/animation based communities too rn
ya'll i had no idea i had to ENABLE comments on all the art i post??? ma baddd ajahahaHHAHAHAHAHAHA
YEEEEEEEEEE IM DOIN ART FIGHT!!!! I updated it with new reffs and..!!! AYAYAYAY can attack anyone from th if u wanted too!!! ^_^
animation meme ych!! i made the sb low since its been so long hehe
i figured i should put this here , i post a bunch of sketches on here first, then on th after months/years (bcz i sketch so much icba putting it all in rn DX)
ill leave the link here :^
hi guys , i was thinkin of actually selling my designs / ocs. idk do u think that'd be a good idea LOL i havent rlly sold any ocs or rlly given them away so idkkkkkkk
not sure if i should do the bidding thing or just give it a price, idk what a good price would be
yeh idk just rambling, bcz, idk :'] hehe