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Lemon’s life is like a sad comedy….I cannot help but….watch?-….it’s a problem but~…she’ll be fine.
I wish he stuck up for me when I need it….all he does it watch and laugh…
Lemon is such a whiny bitch!! I wish I never met her!…atleast they’re a good human meat shield….hehe….
How can someone be so cruel to me….we were friends since we were children….do they not care about the past anymore?
Victor is really....Mean to me. I dont know why he's always so vague with me.
CAN SHE JUST GET VINCENT IS A PRICK?!...Shes so...DUMB! god! i cant be honest with her or else she will get all upset at meeee....and blah blah.....some women are so difficult.
Uhg!....I don't knoe him..But what a dick!
Fucking ugly bitch! I hope she realizes how stupid she is....hehe....
Eh.....He seems...annoying. I don't know....I am not too much of a fan?....Sorry.
Janette? Oh shes very beautiful~...I love how strong she is...Sigh...
Wait whats going on between Vincent and Alice?...Wait. Huh?...oh...No..Vincent wouldn't cheat...I dated him and almost got married to him! Alice is too sweet of a girl to even be...cheated on...nah. That's crazy.
What?...Who?
I wanna...fucking..p-pput..my foot into his teeth and..break them...god.
With the amount of times he stutters I'm surprised its not because he's choking on dick but because he's a fucking brainless cunt! haha~!
Gun...a-and her know eachother from uhm...S-spice...I think Spice is her girlfriend but uhm. I-i uhmm...shes interesting...I-i think shes pretty okay...But...I-i don't know her well enough.
who? Him? oh. Yeah. He seems like a little bitch.
I-...I think Victor is my only real friend....h-hes the one who found me when...i-i uh...first died I guess. Hes fed me...made sure I lived...b-but. He does questionable things...i-its fine though. I-i guess the postivites outweigh the n....n...negatives sometimes....some...times..
Jackson jackson jackson....Oh how i feel bad for you and your existence....I was like him before yknow? I was sooo lost and sad...Miserbale. I don't understand why he never wants to work under Lucifer...Its not that bad...
Sh...-shes so fucking...cl--clueless. Uhg...I-i wish i knew her so i..-i could tell her whats going on between Vincent and...uh...gun...Well...actually. No. its fine. I don't want Gun t...to get mad. Vincent too. I love them too much...Its not my business.
Huh?
i...i-i feel bad...I dont know. I always uhm...f-fffind myself coming to J--jan...janette to solve my own problems. m-my mental and physical struggles. S-she helps me for sure. S-shes not as overbearing as Lorei...a-and uhm. That..I can appreciate her for it. I can t-thank her a million times yet i don't think it would be enough. fuck...
Jackson is so...Interesting but. I cannot help but feel bad for him. he's so lost and confused, he's like a scared puppy...that bites people- but still! I Know lorei is really tough with him sometimes but...I try to take it easy with him. I know his wants and needs and try to not be so snappy with him like others are. Hes just got a lot of feelings...
Lucifer had a child???...I didn't know this. I do not understand what she's done but I don't think I will follow through with Lucifer's wishes of hurting her....I will just...Let the others do it. I don't hurt people.
Can Lucifer just stop getting people all in my mother fucking face?! Good fucking lord god strike me dead!
People don't normally annoy me...but. He does.
Huh? Oh yeah vincent? Hes soooo sexy~ Uhg. I wish he wasn't such a prick to me!!
Victor is definitely...Interesting...I am not the biggest fan of him but he does his job well enough I suppose...
Vincent is so full of himsefl!...Its so fucking annoying-..he's not even super egotistical. He bitches and moans and expects others to feel bad for him!...he thinks sooooooo smart! Hes just like the rest of us who works with Lucifer! another pawn!!
I love Alice~...I know im not there for her a lot but. I really do. I first laid eyes on her when she first walked in for her interview with Lucifer, and I was stunned by her beauty. She was so dolled up, yet so nervous. I talked to her right after and we hit it off...I know sometimes I make mistakes she wouldn't know of because she's just so busy- but. I know she would understand and forgive me. Hopefully...
I love Vincent...He's so nice to me, and for what reason? I didn't do anything special...I was just kind of there. I feel so bad for not being able to be there for him physically, but. I'm there for him in spirit. And texts of course...
Janette...Does she remember when we used to sit at home and watch tv together for hours at a time after our work?...It felt so nice. Things also feel...quite different but it isn't as bad as me and Jackson. Our friendship feels normal... and I can talk to her about anything. It feels so good to have someone who will actually listen to me. I love Janette and appreciate her a ton...
I really really appreciate this guy...I know Lorei has a lot of stuff to say about us, but I give people a second chance?.... Vincent can be my friend if I want him to be....Even after everything. He's been through a lot and needs a good friend. I hope he's gonna be okay...I heard also...about what happened between him and Lorei? Theyre both in the wrong...But. It shouldn't mean Lorei should be so awful to him after everything. Sigh....
V-vin...vincent?..Oh yeah...u-uhm...I love him a-alot...he's so...generous...handsome...I just dont understand w-why he's seemingly so...hesitant with me...i-i-i know what I did was wrong...and he knows what he did was wrong....I wish we could move on s-so things didn't feel so...st--strange...
Oh Jackson...Words cannot describe how much I feel about you...You're strange but...I don't know. I still love you. Even if it feels wrong to love for what we arent anymore. I just wish I could turn back the clock to make things okay. Despite our differences now, we are okay friends I hope?...I don't know. I do not wish to sound strange.
What an annoying asshole...Hes just like Victor. I think worse. He's Lucifer's social media manager and social media marketer,..but also his most highly regarded assassin. He has tried to kill me so many fucking times now! fuck! he's like a little roach..
Such a stupid bitch! fuck! I hate her! fuck this lady! I AM SICK! of being hired to try and kill this cunt! Do you know how many bones she broke of mine?!-
If I could kill this motherfucker I would. I hate his ugly ass face...Victor is Lucifer's secondary assassin and assistant. Although.,.I think he is branching off to other rulers. I looked into it more and apparently he's very well known in those...deep web black market businesses. I'm not worried about that fact tho. I'm more worried about the fact Jackson hangs around him so much...I don't trust it.
Oh her? I've been hired to kill her. I just have other things to worry about~
Alice?... Oh yeah, I've heard of her. She's too fucking hard to reach. I want her to tell me how her relationship is with vincent but she won't even budge!.... I know she works with Lucifer...This probably explains why she's not getting back to my emails, but... Fuck, Cmon!
Huh? What investigation with Lucifer and Vincent?
I think...Janette is the only sane person I know. I love her so much...fuck...She's so nice to me even tho...I can kind of be a bitch? I know what she's been through with Vincent though...It's really fucking sad she can still be friends with that cunt. I wish I could make her realize how fucked Vincent is. She's kind of like... a middleman. She shouldn't be. She doesn't deserve to be around fucked up people like me and the others.
Oh Lorei...It kind of makes me sad. I feel like shes destorying herself. That ain't it...At all. Like? How can I explain it?...Its just her against the world when it shouldn't be and I just wanna let her know...But she doesn't think she needs the help? She does...I don't know what she tells me when I need help when shes so...insanely caught up in her work that its making her crazy. god....I love her but...c'mon..
Can this woman g-...-get...-get off my fuckingg....d-dick?? god...Im fucking fine...i-.i don't need help. She...h-has good intentions but...fuck!! Let go of everything...b-be fucking...fucking no--...normal..s-she thinks she cn fix....everything. GOD!-...
Jackson....fuck. Man. I don't know. He's so fucked in the head but. I think I can genuinely help him. We practically have been through the same shit when we dated vincent right?... At least he has Gun to keep him happy...He's just. Too fucked up. I love him but...I wish he could be okay.
Vincent is such....an asshole! I hate that motherfucker...He has done so much shit- in the past! and now! No one in Bronzehill even knows! They should! they cant have this guy be their city's pretty boy...fucking hell... I don't know how Janette and Jackson- just anyone! could like him. Such a lying fuckin' ass! god! If he listened to me when we were younger..none of this would be happening...
I do admire Lorein....Even now if shes working too hard, if shes still stuck in her ways. I feel sorry for everything I did to her. I wish...we had a normal friendship back then, or...Maybe If we dated we could have been normal? I don't know...Its hard to still admire someone who hates you. Why..am i telling you this? Just. Lets stop talking about this.