ap0calypse-weekend's Bulletins
I never promote my ao3 on anything but y’all should like totally look at it and read my dumbass fics https://archiveofourown.org/users/apocalypse_weekend
After two years I finally got them off! I’m very happy. I‘ll miss my tooth gap but alas what can you do
Finals are coming up so I’ve been kind of rushing to get my grades up before the semester ends n get ready for finals and my social battery has been shot as of late because of it so sorry I haven’t been active lately. I’ll probably be more consistent once I go on break after finals.👍
More specifically THOSE STUPID FUCKING POISON CLOUDS WHYYYYYYYYTTHEGSHSHSHSHSHSHSH
(I love you Dead Money, you’re my favourite dlc but you make me want to eat drywall sometimes <333)
Don't mind me.
So I just realised something, The Ballad of Jane Doe is actually a lament and Noel's Lament is actually a ballad. The titles are a reflection of what the songs want to be not what they actually are. The Ballad of Jane Doe isn't a ballad because Jane doesn't have a story, rather she is mourning the loss of who she was before her death and her loss of identity, thus making it a lament. She wants to be singing an actual ballad, she's wishing for a story and closure on who she was but it's not possible since she has no story to tell. In Noel's case his song isn't a lament because he isn't mourning anything, he's telling the tragic story of this hooker he wishes he could be. At the end of Monique's story she dies, Noel is wishing for someone to mourn him. He wishes he was Monique not only for the 'thrill' of her life compared to his own but also for the tragedy and loss that comes with it because he wants to be mourned and to have a grander legacy than the seemingly dead-end life he had before, but because he's telling us the story of Monique, his song is a ballad.
buy me a game and support a super cool game studio if you feel like it
https://toyhou.se/~forums/71.art-marketplace/449163.drawing-for-steam-keys-open
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! YIPPIEEEEEEEE
I'm a tad bit late but oh well
I’m ap0calypse-weekend now, I might change it back to XxFuN_gH0uLxX eventually but I wanted to try a new user