couragedraws's Bulletins
YALL I SUMMON THEE HITHER https://toyhou.se/20082653.f2e-animated-bust-raffle
APPARENTLY YOU CAN PLAY IT ON DEKSTOP WITH KEYBOARD AND MOUSE (I DONT HAVE A VR HEADSET)
BUT I NEVER HAD A GOOD ENOUGH COMPUTER BUT THIS CHRISTMAS I MANAGED TO CONVINCE MY PARENTS TO GET ME AN ACTUALLY GOOD PC IN EXCHANGE FOR IT BEING MY ONLY CHRISTMAS GIFT
AND IT'S RUNNING VRCHAT HOLY SHIT WAHOOOOOO PLEASE SEND ME UR USERNAMES
calling my fellow animation enthusiasts! please show me your personal favorite sakuga (as many as you want)! I love seeing beautiful sakuga for animation reference and seeing what other people are interested in is also incredibly helpful for me! I'm very curious so please share ^__^
LAST NIGHT I HAD A NIGHTMARE THAT THE WORLD WAS ENDING BECAUSE OF NATURAL DISASTERS AND ABNORMAL SHIT (LOOKED AT THE WINDOW, BUILDINGS WERE FREEZING OVER, SHIT WAS FLYING THROUGH THE AIR, ETC) AND ORIGINALLY I WASVSO FUCKING SCARED BUT THEN I SAW. FLYING THROUGH THE AIR SPINNING AROUND LIKE IN A FUCKINH TORNADO . .... FUCKING EASTER ISLAND, IM NOT JOKING, IT WAS ACTUALLY LITERALLY THE WHOLE ISLAND, WITH THE MOAI STATUTES ON IT AND EVERYTHING, AND I LOST MY SHIT AND I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING IN THE DREAM AND THEN I COULDN'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY ANYMORE AT ALL IMCRYIGN
CHECK THIS OUT IM ON THE FLOOR https://toyhou.se/19817758.paint3d-art-raffle-f2e
about my "tutoring" job.. i showed up at the shop but the girl didnt come... her dad got a last minute call.. she got very anxious last second and didnt come 😭 i was so anxious too i wanna tell her its ok... i feel you so bad... i was excited to meet her, pretty bummed , we rescheduled to next friday, so hopefully I'll meet her then; i still got compensated, but ough........ Still, thank you for wishing me luck regardless everyone, it helped calm my anxiety enough for me to even make the trip in the first place, even though it didnt work out this time TwT
HI IM REWORKING MY NEOCITIES AND IM SUPER HAPPY WITH HOW IM REDOING IT SO FAR (it looks so ugly before) PLEASE FOLLOW IT ! HERES THE LINK
https://neocities.org/site/couragedraws
also I FINALLY FOUND OUT THE NAME OF THE "AESTHETIC" OF GLOSSY UI DESIGN THAT I GREW UP WITH THATS LITERALLY MY EVERYTHIGN..... now that i have a name to go on i can get so many images of it.... im trying to implement alot of it into my site... check it out its called "frutiger aero"
AND.. HERE IS THE GOOD NEWS OF THE DAY... NO, NOT GOOD, TERRIFIC... NO.. .THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME IN YEARS..... DRUM ROLL ... DRUM ROOL.....
TODAY I GOT. A MF JOB. FINALLY . FINALLY FINALLY IM GOING BATSHIT INSANE IM GOINNA SHARE MORE INFO ABOUT IT LATER IF ANYONES INTERESTED (IM ACTUALLY SHAKING)
please tell me its not just me... that when as an artist u lose ur stylus it's the worst possible thing you could imagine happening to yuo and all hell breaks loose
like i just woke up a few hours ago and then went to grab my computer to draw and realized the stylus wasnt there and bruh looking for that is like running a mf marathon because god damn i was sweating all over and like working up a sweat looking everywhere for that shit and losing my shit
fuck, i literally took all the couch cushions off the couches to look underneath, blankets on the floor and everything, pushed the coffee table to look underneath, tore up the rug looking for that shit, looked under everything on the table , accidentally knocked shit over, ran to the basement and looked under all the dirty laundry on the couch which is now everywhere, pulled up THOSE couch cushions, checked under the chair cushions, checked behind the couch, checked the entire kitchen table and now theres shit on the table, checked in drawers, checked under all the shit on top of the dresser, checked INSIDE the pillowcases on the pillows, checked inside the basket that has my dogs toys in it, and then i crumbled, devastated, because i couldn't find it anywhere
t hen , in a last futile attempt to find it, I picked up the tiny throw blanket next to me and shook it
AND THEN. THEN. THE STYLUS FELL OUT OF MY BLANKET
ADT ER ALL THAT AND NOW THE HOUSE LOOKS LIKE A MF TORNADO HIT IT 😨
why is my life like this. man im dead 💀
i cant get over this i cant i just can't
THE DUALITY OF MAN
its been awhile since he showed up in random, hello random people who showed up outta nowhere and faved, each of you brought some joy to my day :] (and tsukasa's day too) (he is collecting dust as i barely draw anymore but i love him dearly)