couragedraws's Bulletins
oh my goodness... they going ham
HOLY SHIT THE NEW FEATURES ARE REALLY GREAT AND IT LOOKS SO GOOOOD VISUALLY
check out this world!! its for advertising your comms, adopts, and stuff! it has alot of potential :DΒ
thank you to everyone who commented and sent good wishes for my birthday! i wasn't able to reply to everyone individually (i was busy celebrating my birthday IRL) but reading all of the comments melted my heart.
(I originally wrote a long speech that I worked really hard on to thank all of you, but I lost service when trying to post the bulletin and lost all of it ππππ so I won't be able to type as much now.... I hope I can still convey my feelings TwT)
It's been a wild 18 years of my life. I can't believe I've actually made it this far. I've been going through a hard time, and I've been having... dangerously negative thoughts lately. So it really affected how I was feeling about my birthday coming up. I wasn't really looking forward to it. Maybe I was dreading it? I wasn't sure how to feel.
But I'm really thankful that so many of you were there for me to wish my happy birthday. It put so much joy back into that day.Β
It's hard to believe that in a little over a week, it'll be my anniversary of 4 years since joining Toyhouse! It feels like I joined forever ago. Or maybe like it was just yesterday. Time is weird, you know?
I've been wondering how I've managed to survive this long. 18 years of my life. Somehow, I made it here. Didn't think I could. But... if I made it this far, I know I can further. And because I have people supporting me, I know I can make it. In fact, I've already made it so far-- the fact I've been able to make it into some people's hearts, no matter how small the impact, is what keeps my spark alive. It keeps me going; keeps kindling the the flame, trying to keep my fire alive. I'm not out yet. Somehow, I've been able to make an impact on people. Somehow, there are people that have stuck with me during these nearly four years. So I'm grateful that I'm still here. I'm grateful that you all have allowed me to draw for you. It's the highest honor I feel I can receive. I'm indebted to you guys.
I've made it through 18 years of my life, and it's been four years since I first joined Toyhouse. But let's hope for many more! I'm going to keep pushing on like always. I hope you all will bear with me as I continue this wild journey. Thank you for allowing me to draw for you. I'll keep on drawing, so please take good care of me! Β
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I'M FREAKING OUT I CAN'T BELIEVE I'LL BE 18 IN LIKE 2 HOURS I CAN'T TAKE THIS
holy shit. oh my fucking god. I am turning 18. 18 fuckinb years old this Sunday
That is literally the day after the day after tomorrow (its 12:49 am here , so it's already thursday Β . THE CLOCK IS TICKING IM SWEATING)
i dont know HOW THE FUCKNTO FEEL about turning 18
I mean theres so much shit to process:
- no longer have the minor pass βΉοΈ have to brace myself for the onslaught of random users I've never talked to in my life blocking me without my knowledge because "non minors DNI!" (The second the clock hits 12 am October ninth all "non minors dni" accounts on the internet will instantly block my ass simultaneously. π’this is so sad guys π°can we get a F in the chat βΉοΈ /hj)
- My bank account will start looking at me like this "π§π§π§π§" when my account gets overdrawn βΉοΈ (oops)
- I will be expected to "behave myself" when inside I am legitimately two years old
- 13 year old minors will call me "old"Β
- I'll have to stop putting my age in my bio because I'll feel old ππππ this is so sad #tragic
- Everyone will start pressuring me to learn to drive , vote, pay taxes, and other shit (not cool! π)
- I am 4"10 the moment i hit 18 no one will be able to even REMOTELY take me seriously when i tell them my age
- I can't think of anymore reasons but yeah I'm fucked
. GOD I AM SO FUCKED
im having a crisis it crept up on me so fast
if team gear loses it's probably my fault for being so bad at the game and losing constantly during the fest πππ