o(-( i want to downsize and stop adopting characters...

i dont remember any of their values anymore (i vaguely remember penny might be 80 usd and saki might be 50 usd) so art offers are preferable !!

i'll still look at trades but probably quite picky w those :]

https://toyhou.se/cradlingsongs/characters/folder:all/tags:1/extagged:nft

highlights: shiohh, johdaa, umino-mari, slapmyface, aokanio, c0d3, mithra, myo milqilin design

Hello guys! I’m kinda wanting to open comms but I’m a bit bored of the current rendered sketchy style i’m offering o(-( i’ve been looking at some flats tutorial (like how to make them look nice) so im thinking of doing flats commission maybe?

If anyone has any suggestions lmk…..!!

Oh oh and my skeb style painting comm is open rn! It’s gonna have a long ETA tho since it takes a lot of time to finish + i still have 2 pending arts to do o(-( just a fair warning.

hello friends!!! ive been medicated (woohoo) but unfortunately im still adjusting to the medication so my brain has been all sorts out of wack lately!!! but i will be working on art soon since i have a midterm break coming up hehe. so sorry for all the delays :") i wish i can say more, but i think the most i can do is to finish my uni stuff + recover well so i can get back to arting ASAP @_@

o(-(

I don’t know how else to say this but I’ve been feeling pretty bad; I’m still functional and physically I’m doing well but I genuinely can’t find enjoyment in anything I do. I’m not really doing anything to entertain myself at all. I noticed I’m not even listening to music anymore 🧍‍♀️

I rly don’t want to sound like I’m looking for excuses… I’m getting help. I’ve always been like this for all my life but lately I feel like it’s been getting worse o(-( Which is Crazy because this is the happiest and the most social I’ve ever been in my life like…………

It’s gonna be really difficult for me to do anything at the pace I’d like them to be but I’m definitely going to finish them!!! I never finish I make for myself, so I want my owed artworks to be something I can proudly display as a part of my portfolio ):

For reference I have 3 coloured sketches owed in total!!! 1 is a couple art tho

I’m so sorry for the delay and wait…….. I wish I can say more. OTL Hopefully I can provide some meaningful update for the next two weeks but I’m so sorry again for this 🫠

edit: Oh and btw it’s kind of annoying that I had been working on Sheller’s custom this whole time (i don’t charge until my client is satisfied with the initial sketch- saved me from their chargeback fiasco at least) (i was trying to get the design done bc they were actually the first to comm me before the vgen requests came in) but it turns out they pulled a chargeback for like 3k USD lol. Thats still a lot of time wasted innit (and I still have more progress shots that I haven’t posted hahahahah)

every time i see 7hrs or 12hrs on my procreate statistics i want to die (also making a poll coz im nosy as hell. that was my favourite thing to do in devart)

(just round up ur hours no matter if its 2.1 or 2.6)

I actually average 9hrs i think…… kills myse

Meeeeeeeeeeee :3

Period cramp and blood loss is knocking me out and ALSO the period is causing my body to feel too warm for me to sleep omfg………. I cant sleep…… someone save me…… why do australians not have aircon in their houses………….

Also with my immune system being lowered, my throats getting itchy again!!!! I had one day of it not being itchy but now it’s returned omdfgkfjrkfjekdof fingers crossed it doesnt get too bad but oh my lord. Applogies in advance for all the future delays 😭

I tempted fate too hard and now I have a  sore throat AND a fever to accompany it????? Huh?????????

Long story short: I sprayed my room too hard to kill a cockroach => woke up with a terrible sore throat??? the bug spray irritated my throat apparently??? => ate spicy and throat-unfriendly foods => i am now weak

Anyhow yes fingers crossed hopefully i get better sooner than later 👍 see to provide some context even tho my coughs no matter how light had always been bad i’ve never had fevers with my sore throats before  🧍‍♀️ oh well fuck around and find out ig

like can u guys see how much more well blended the left drawing is. it took significantly less time to get there compared to the nix drawing on the right. 

ive been nerfed by procreate for 4 years i cant believe this....

agony. pain, even

hey guys!! just updating everyone that yeah im gonna be inactive still SJHFJFSJ
i'm still here and alive- i just rarely check this TH account anymore :" i might be back during uni break but! for the time being i'll still be inactive

expect a week turnaround for me to respond to anything...