hi to my fellow th tomodachis !
i just want to say that i am alive and well and sorry for not being a very consistent person on this platform

i just wanted to wave and say thank you to anyone who stuck by me and has support my art and my designs, the past few years have been a rollercoaster of a journey from designing cute furries and then life came crashing in with so many responsibilities

I still have not found the correct balance with my life with the conditions i live with everyday and its been hard when it comes to balancing work, making money to put food on the table and trying to draw and design

unfortunately the sad part is: i dont think i have the brain capacity to design these days or to take on commissions for a very long time

Don't get me wrong i do love drawing and would dabble here and there but the thought of designing something these days have led me into several spirals of trying to find the right inspiration

Maybe one day i'll go back into designing in the future, for now the one thing im doing is taking one step at a time and just doing fanart for now, just something to relax me during my down times

It doesn't mean that im not gonna be around! im still lurking everywhere and will most likely continue to love my ocs and future ocs as well, i think it may be time for me to put my design pen down and stop hiding from the guilt and shame of not being able to be inspired anymore and just admit it 

anyways, thats all i wanted to really say is all because for the longest time i wanted to do this post but i forget sometimes 

If anyone wants to continue to reach out to me im always here! toyhouse has a very special place in my heart and i basically grew up on deviantart and TH, so i'll be here!!

ALSO IMPORTANT: because of my forgetfullness if i owe you anything please reach out to me ASAP through DMs so we can discuss, Im pretty sure I have reached out to anyone that I owed previously however if I have missed you please DM directly and we can talk from there!!!

Anyways I hope you all have a lovely rest of your day, i'll still be hanging around here sometimes so dont be a stranger 🫶