Welcome
Welcome to the page~! My name is Evee and I'm always doodling something.~ Currently trying to upload all my characters (along with their art), so this will take awhile. I'm normally available for roleplays and headcannons, though due to my real life always taking priority (namely my college studies and/or errands), sometimes my responses will be a bit late, but I'll always let you know when this happens! Please follow the rules of my page and I'm sure we'll get along just fine.
likes
- Animals
- Roleplaying
- Barq's Rootbeer
dislikes
- Burgers
- Bad endings
- Loud noises
notes
- Do not ask if any of my characters are for sale/trade UNLESS they're marked as such.
- Do not remove my signature or watermark if you come into ownership of one of my designs.
Latest Bulletin
I want to start this off with an apology for my absence/lack of interactions for the last couple of months, a lot has happened to my family as well as myself.
I'll be writing this starting off from the month of November up till now, mostly so I can fully explain everything.
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Nomber 2022 (Middle to End)
The month of November was when I was dealing with a couple of things: like having to try to and find a damn pharmacy that had my medication for my ADHD (came to find out there's a shortage going on only a few weeks ago as of now), as well as worrying about my grade for both my Lecture portion of my Biology class and the Lab portion. This was partially the main thing on thr forefront of my mind as I wanted to graduate college already.. However, this is where things began to crumble.
For a long while, my Great Aunt Bell had been sick, as well as dealing with signs of early onset dementia/alzhimers. She had to be hospitalized a few times through out the year, but each time she would get better and things would look up. However, I wasn't ready for the final time she got sick.
Due to the negligence of the doctor/doctor's office that was in charge of sending her physician to see her (she wasn't able to move without assistance), she had to be rushed back to the hospital to undergo treatment and surgery. Though the surgery went fine, she still needed more and more treatment.. But, because of how much was being done, my cousin (her daughter), along with my Great Uncle, couldn't bare to put her through more and more operations or medications. She was asleep for a good while after they decided to stop, and even though there weren't any improvements or issues, I had hoped that she would wake up.. She didn't.
She passed the week before Thanksgiving.
Her passing hit me HARD, not because she was my Aunt, but because of how easily she made me feel like I really belonged in the family. My Great Aunt Bell was my Aunt because of me being adopted, but she never treated me different, if anything, I was treated with such love and kindness by her and my Uncle. Even now, as I type this all down, it's hard to hold in the tears.. I loved my Aunt, very much, and I miss her everyday.
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December 2022
The month of December was by far the worst, not just for me, but for my entire family as a whole.
In my case, I was already dealing with the withdrawl symptoms and side effects because of the shortage for my specific medication- This was affecting my ability to focus and how easily I would become worn out just from doing the most basic of tasks. I was able to get my medication, however I'll touch back on this later.
The week of finals was were things to hell in terms of my health. I had a gum infection that made almost the entire left side of my face swell up, so I wasn't able to speak or eat properly. Before I continue, I should mention that at this point I was already getting ready to have all of my top teeth removed (along with all of the bottom teeth). Due to the side effects of my medication, my eating disorder, along with my old dentist and his antics.. Yeah, they couldn't be saved. I had my top teeth removed successfully with no complications, and I healed with no issues thankfully as the days passed.
While this was going on, another hit would come in the form of my eldest Nephew. For context, my Nephew and I are extremely close, so this was something that I had wanted to pretend wasn't happening despite what I was seeing.
I can't say how long he'd been doing it, but he had been selling drugs (I only knew he smoked cigars, and he only JUST told me about him being a seller either the month before or back in October), but he swore he wasn't on anything- Which I would come to find out was also a lie.
On Christmas Eve night, he came to crash at my house, however he was on something, so it was hard to say if he was going to be okay or not. Christmas Day was extremely weird in terms of his behavior, he was either still experiencing side effects or he was slowly coming down from whatever he took, but he was just.. Not normal. This abnormal behavior only got worse not even a few days later. Once again, due to being on something, he had a major reaction that ended up with him in ICU.. He died for a moment, but the doctors were able to save him.
That week, and the following week, would be a struggle for all of us. He needed to go to rehab, as well as a psychiatric facility (I think it was a single place according to what his mom said). The next few weeks would be his recovery, and I'm beyond happy to say that he's been completely sober and in recovery.
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January 2023
I've been without my ADHD medication for almost a month because of the pharmacies not having anything in stock, nor was my doctor being helpful by trying to find a solution. We only, last week, were finally given some help, so I should have my new prescription soon. As of now, I'm taking a semester off because I'm actually going to have my next surgery on the 7th of February, so I want to focus on healing and finally getting my dentures/adjusting to them.
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So yeah.. A lot has happened.
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