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1). Are you really ready for 111 questions?

uh

2). Where are you taking this test at?

bedroom

3). Was your last real relationship a mistake?

not at first...

4). Who did you last say "I love you" to?

don't remember. probably a close friend

5). Do you regret it?

no

6). Have you ever been depressed?

all the time B)

7). Are you a boy?

what

8). Are you a girl?

what

9). What is your relationship status?

no idea

10). How do you want to die?

black hole. or. drowning.

11). What did you last eat?

rice

12). Played any sports?

i did horsebackriding once. it sucked

13). Do you bite your nails?

only hangnails

14). When was your last physical fight?

probably 3rd grade. i ran a fight club on the playground

15). Do you have an attitude?

whats that supposed to mean

16). Do you like someone?

i like a lot of people

17). What is your real name?

my name is shrike... but, define "real" in this context

18). What is the background of your computer screen?

bfdi night sky

19). Are you gonna get high later?

too high on mental problems already. who needs drugs?

20). Do you hate anyone at the moment?

i don't know

21). Do you miss someone?

plenty of people

22). Twirl or cut your spaghetti?

um. neither?

23). Do you tan a lot?

i am paler than a vampire

24). Have any pets?

2 cats and my mom owns a parrot (i have to live with its screaming..)

25). How exactly are you feeling?

definitely alive. totally. everything is fine. i am o k a y . ... i'm shaking.

26). Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?

i try to but the stupid fkn unstable ass car my mom drives feels like a roller coaster when it drives over a single fucking pebble and it causes me to drop the food or choke a lot

27). Ever made out in the bathroom?

no

28). Would you take any of your exes back?

maybe one... if things were just a little bit different, i suppose.

29). Are you scared of spiders?

only dead ones

30). Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

no.

31). Do you regret anything from your past?

doesn't everyone have regrets?

32). What are your plans for this weekend?

sleep

33). Do you want to have kids?

hell no

34). Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?

no???

35). Do you type fast?

yeah

36). Do you have piercings?

yea

37). Want any more?

sure

38). Can you spell well?

possibly

39). Do you miss anyone from your past?

didn't you already ask that?

40). What are you craving right now?

to be alive

41). Ever been to a bonfire party?

no :(

42). What is your dream? (made up question)

get out

43). Have you ever been on a horse?

see question 12

44). Kissed someone in a pick up truck?

no???

45). Have you ever broken someone's heart?

too many people. heartbreaker ;)

46). Have you ever been cheated on?

doubt it

47). Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

probably

48). What time is it currently?

11 pm

49). Would you live with someone without marrying them?

it's one of my only goals for this life

50). What should you be doing?

owed art lmao

51). What's irritating you right now?

hard to breathe

52). Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?

that's called obsession, i think

53). Does somebody love you?

everyone loves me ;P

54). What is your favorite color?

all of them

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

yeah. and no one asked but i can also put on a shirt underneath one i'm already wearing, and have changed shirts in public several times by doing this

56). What is your comfort food?

sushi... raw meat....

57). Do you have trust issues?

i got over that

58) You are over half way done with this. Are you sure you want to continue?

you're wasting your own space for questions. or you weren't creative to come up with enough of them

59) Do you have any siblings?

no

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

they make me want to disappear

61) Do you live with anyone?

parents.

62). Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?

unfortunately

63). Who was the last person you cried in front of?

probably my father

64). Do you give out second chances too easily?

everyone deserves 3 chances per situation because 2 is a coincidence and 3 is a pattern~ after that though, they're done for. i don't fucking coddle people. that said, what i do and don't find acceptable isn't standard. if you knew the type of things i let people say and do around me, you'd be concerned. but i'm fine with it~

65). Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive. and if you wonder if that contradicts the previous question, remember that forgiveness does not equal tolerance. i find no benefit in holding onto hurt and hatred towards someone, but i like to think i'm getting better at knowing when to cut someone out of my life

66). Is this year the best year of your life?

best and worst, i keep pulling every extreme, keep finding new ways to get worse when i thought it wasn't possible. everything unfolds infinitely unto itself

67). What was your childhood nickname?

leo (don't ask.)

68). Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

don't remember. probably because there's an outdoor shower in my backyard

69). What is your motto in life?

can i pick a few? here goes, some of my favs: - BORN TO DIE / WORLD IS A FUCK / Kill Em All 1989 / I am trash man / 410,757,864,530 DEAD COPS - vegetables are a social construct - nothing is inherent, everything is conditional - shoplifting, piracy and murder are ok ! - something relating to being a rabid feral creature or something. who cares. i am a cryptid

70). Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

fuck no. if that were true, then i'd better hear some really fucking good excuses right fucking now.

71). What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

fucking cried my eyes out

72). Do you have a best friend?

yayaya ash ^w^ (i'm going to kidnap you)

73). What is bothering you?

this world is fucked. can't i just destroy it and move on already?

74). Have you ever been out of your state?

a few times

75). Do you play the Wii?

don't have one :(

76). Are you listening to music right now?

sayance

77). Do you like Chinese food?

some of it. lately though, the takeout place near me has gone down in quality :/

78). Do you know your fathers b- day?

can't remember any birthdays for shit. sometimes even forget my own

79). Are you afraid of the dark?

my only fear in the dark is accidentally stepping on my cat

80). Is cheating ever okay?

why not

81). Are you mean?

maybe~

82). Can you keep white shoes clean?

i don't own white shoes

83.) What is the last song you listened to?

sayance

84). Do you believe in true love?

not really

85) What are you currently wearing?

red flannel and llama print sweatpants

86) What do you wear to bed?

just underwear. i can't sleep without a weighted blanket but the feeling of it pulling on my clothes as i move bothers me too much

87) What is the weather like right now?

cool like spring, damp after the rain

88). Do you like the outside?

only at night or when it's cloudy enough. i love rain~

89). Are you currently bored?

that almost sounds self-conscious. who wrote these questions?

90). Do you wanna get married?

not at all. marriages can be the most fire parties, but i don't do promises and am not a fan of monogamy.

91). Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

no

92). Are you hungry?

depends on for what

93). Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?

no

94). What makes you happy?

i can't tell anymore! most of my ''happiness'' is mania lately. i do like consuming things related to comfort media and talking to friends though. cute things always make me excited. i miss my minecraft pets. i'm happy that i'm working on a new cosplay! haven't done that in a while...

95). Would you change your name?

legally? did you know that you're not legally required to have a middle or last name? i'm going to delete mine one day

96). Ever been to Alaska?

no, but i tried to convince my parents to take me there once

97). What is something that you're proud of? (made up question)

art, friendships, minecraft builds, anything i say that makes people laugh, anytime someone says i'm weird or scary or confusing... but most importantly, that i'm alive. it's actually statistically impressive that i'm still alive at all considering how my life is, did you know that? be proud of me, i'm holding out~

98). Do you watch the news?

i hate news

99). What's your zodiac sign?

i don't remember

100). Do you like Subway?

yeah

101). Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

i've never kissed anyone

102). Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

well i should hope they like me, we're friends. and what does gender have to do with it?

103) Do you talk like your friends?

i pick up on phrases and voice tones of people i spend a lot of time with. it's only natural

104) What do you plan to do with the rest of your day?

draw, continue losing myself... this music is getting to me.

105). Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?

yeah. my parents. every day.

106). Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act yourself around?

what the fuck does gender have to do with it? and isn't it normal to act yourself around friends?? isn't that why they're your friends??? because they make you feel safe and comfortable??????

107). Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

SERIOUSLY SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT GENDER. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS SO HOW THE FUCK ShOULD I KNOW WHO'S IS OPPOSITE TO ME

108). Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?

i like the smell of smoke, but... it's not healthy. maybe we should stick to burning things other than our lungs. ah, but the smell of smoke on someone you know well, how it'll always remind you of them... it's oddly warm. something about that idea is intimate, i suppose..

109). Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?

someone i just met

110). Favorite lyrics right now?

the lyrics of batty's rap from the movie ferngully

111). Can you count to one million?

probably not. i have trouble counting at all because i have a very poor memory and repetitiveness makes it worse, so i always forget what number i'm on and either skip around without realizing it or have to start over.

doin little doodles 100-300 DA points per character (pay what u can idc) please i'm poor
will be traditional, probably several busts or halfs of each character. honestly just gonna draw them as many times as i'm feeling up to doing