hi its been    a while    . i don't really know how to start this lol. so much has happened that i don't even know where to start or how to explain any of it. lifes been chaotic.
 for a long while, before and after i left, i thought i was genuinely dying. like i was gonna kick the bucket any day. i was selling all the characters i could to leave my family with some money. for almost a full year i could not draw, i couldn't do my old job anymore , i was exhausted and in a fugue state at all times. everything hurt. i couldn't form a cohesive sentence. i've always had bad health but it worsened a lot the past couple years.
despite everything, im in a much better state physically and mentally than i was when i left. thanks to switching doctors i now have some answers to whats wrong with me and some support with it all, and im slowly starting to get back into living life again. im still not the greatest right now but im learning how to manage my disabilities with proper resources now so its getting better!

 anyways i don't want to get too deep into all the personal and upsetting stuff but what matters is im starting to feel better, im starting to create again, and i want to share my art again. i miss making silly art and resources 

also im super sorry to anyone i never got back to during all of this it was not my intention to ghost you or anything ive just been going through it
i still probably wont be consistently active but im going to work on remaking my page and drawing ocs for fun again

ummmmm i don't know what else to add to this lol. making words is hard. i hope this reads clearly enough. thanks for sticking around i guess       and enjoy more mediocre art by yours truly?