kitty's Bulletins
tw for animal death
so i finally moved out and started to try to heal from my trauma, right? and i got such bad depression that even my partner of almost 5 years was so confused on what to even do.
so they got me a kitten. on friday, i got a little black kitten that i named Guppy. and finally i started to get up on time. for four days i got up on time and didnt over sleep. and then yesterday as i got home after i did an "interview" for food stamps after months of not being well enough to get through it i get home only to find my kitten daughter dead.
im so fucking distraught guys. im broken. i cant stop crying and i just cant seem to be getting better. i wont sulk here for too long, but... just. god damn it man. i know it wasnt my fault, the girl who sold me Guppy gave me a baby girl who got weaned too early and who wouldn't have made it. im shattered. this poor fucking baby did not deserve that. she deserved a long life. she deserved all the cat treats and sunshine in the world. i just cant take it man.
ironically enough, after she passed away i still had to meet with my mental health team and i finally got a therapist. so im gonna let myself heal for a while.
the reason im posting this is just to say that im likely unable to get any art out for a while. im sorry to everyone i owe art to. i know its been a while. im extremely traumatized and i need to get myself under control for now. i hope this makes sense.
love you all. please, if you're reading this, pet your cats a little extra today in Guppy's honor.
ok so hi im gonna start off with good news !!
FIRST OFF i got a piercing..... so this means my truesonas now share this with me (of course it is optional 2 draw but its a cool piercing so :3 !!!)
secondly!! i have began drawing again SO if i owe u art i should finally be able to start up again <3 its been tough to start again but i am workin now >:3
now.... Bad News @:(
my state has banned trans healthcare for adults now. luckily i have about a years worth of testosterone if i plan it carefully but... u know how it is.... so i may be a bit less active. but i will still try to pop up and be as available as possible !!!!
last bit of news, once i empty my queue of owed art i will be taking commissions but they will be one by one and will go to the highest offer. with these comms i will have to open a website with my tos so expect that at some point.
thank u all for reading ilyyyyyyyyy mwah
ONE OF MY FRIENDS IS HOSTING A RAFFLE their art is so fucking cute pls go enter!!!! https://toyhou.se/20944158.f2e-art-raffle
https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/1202439.free-characters-mine check it out.... waahahhhh!!!!!!
so i know this is insane but immediately after posting that last bulletin complaining about illnesses and how i was FINALLY NOT SICK i got the flu,,,,,,, ugh
anyhow i am now dealing with a cough, and me moving out has been pushed further but we dont exactly know for how much longer that is or will be... but it is looking like i will finally move out soon (which will speed up my work a LOT!)
but that is all for now (thank gosh TwT)
hey there party pups . im not usually one to make update bulletins however i def wanted to today bc of a few things
1) i will be making a site / crd to publicly state my tos/rules and comm status. this site will ALSO have a public queue so that those who are expecting art can stay up to date without needing to message me. if i become sick/bedbound (which has happened and might happen again) then ppl can check on that there!
2) i would like to apologize to anyone who has been waiting on art from me. i have been hit with shit left and right that made me unable to work well for a few months. first my grandfather passed, and then i became incredibly ill, and then i became ill AGAIN, and following that my father overdosed twice which left me incredibly traumatized (and i am still recovering). overall, buncha shit i coulda gone without that i just have to deal with... my apologies everyone.
3) if i trade OCs with you and ask you to ping me, PING ME. technically the OC is urs now and thats totally cool if u wanna do shit like trade them, but if i agree to a trade under a ping agreement, you NEED to do this or you WILL be on my blacklist.
4) i have been struggling with extreme ailments, and this includes but is not limited to- severe memory issues, extreme dissociation, arthritis, mobility issues, narcolepsy, non-epileptic seizures, blackout episodes, and overall shutdowns. this has made my mobility issues worsen to where i have issues typing, drawing, and even reading and writing. formerly i could type more than 70 words per minute on average, and now struggle to beat and even to get to 30 words per minute.
basically, it is just to say that while i can draw, my progress is noticeably slower than i was known for previously. if this is something you are not okay with accommodating for or have other (better) offers, please do go with them if that is what you wish. i am trying so so hard to get things done, and i feel so incredibly bad making people wait months. im so sorry, if i could have it the way i want, the art would be done already.
i am still working on art though. it will just take longer. i appreciate everyones patience so dearly.
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