i cannot stop drawing these guyz.... erm.... and their kidz..... super fun and honestly the only thingz I can drow...
i beg for people to talk to me and ask me about Artemis and Damien until people ask me about them 😭😭 im just super inconsistent with a whole lot of things about them so I don't wanna day something that im gonna regret later lmaooo
so anwyas pslspslspsslsp talk to me about them !!!! ask me sily simple questions about them!!!! i would literally love you forever i can't be alone in my brsinrot im going to succumb to it eventually with all these sily thoughts im holding back
goood morning artemis and damien likers!!! hope u guyz have a wonderful, blessed day!!!@ 😇😇😇🥰🥰😚☺️
erm everyone else and damien nd artemis nonlikers, hey...... 🙄
bringing this image back because. 🙂
anwyays hi to my favrit slut evr!!!!! sily aah jaundice eyes , eyeshape reminds me of professor venomous so now I love this pic just a bit more
honestly I love it when people mske sily headcanonz about these mfs!!!! I love hearing them and graaaahh they're so sily but like in the best way possible!!!!
anywyas it is so fun to draw them..... mostly artemiezs' hair is fun,,, sometimesherclothesandtittiestoo.... and damienz eyes r fun and I like putting him in "gay poses" cuz no way mf is straight tbh 🤣
I WAS ABKUT TO SAY SOMETHING BUT I WAS ABOUT TO CALL DAMIEN DAVE WHAT... WHAT... CMON, DANIEL, DAVE, WHATS NEXT FUCKING ,, Uh,,, your m
just letting myself know that I am thinking about these sillie and will continue to think about them for the next 31859493 mintues
day like 867 of me just thinking about them and being my only source of happiness along with my fiends...friewnds...
honestly kind of bothered.... that 9 year old keeps sending me this stupid video of a stupid kid with a weapon at his head yknow,, and I told them "hey I don't like it when you send this video can you pls stop!!!"
they said OK so clearly they acknowledged my message but then they seND THE EXACT VIDEO IN QEUSTION LIKE WHAT THE FUCK HOW ,, RSTUPID DO YOU HAVE TO BE TO DO SOMEHTING LIKE THAT !!!!
KIDS, 9 YEAR OLDS, I HATE THEM !!!! OR 13 YEAR OLD WHITE BOYS WHO THINK THEYRE FUNNY WHEN THEYRE NOT BFFMGHDJFGW
I am not necessarily calling the child stupid or anything of the sort. whag they did was pretty stupid but what can I say most kids do things without thinking anywyas,,,
and it's not like you can really tell them too much information on x y z and stuff cuz they're literally like elementary and middle school kids and cannot comprehend anything more than 3 sentences. tell them like 4 paragraphs about whatever, and they'll only respond with "ok"
hownsrly? ty to whity for 1 noticing how I was feeling and tried to talk to Mr about it and 2 then just being there to listen and hoenstly have me to rethink some things!!!!!! love him sosososoosos much <3
and ty to hsddie for being a rly great friend and telling me some things that I think I needed to hear <333 I also love her sososososososoos much
anqyaya doig some drow warm-ups becuz ermmm I bore 😴 also imenjoying drawing again ysy!!!!
reminding myself thag it wasn't really me hating my art or thinking it's bsd, it's just the whole process nd then especially if it's taking awhile then I'll grow impatient and won't wanna finish it loll
day honestly? 864 of trying ti keep up this happy friendly persona so people don't worry about me and associate me with being such a depressed person!!!!
soru for being so down these past few weeks ifk what's up !!! usually it's o ly just a couple days after I turn red but this has been going kn for so long
reminder that for my own sake and sanity anything not related to artemis and damien will be deleted with no context or hesitation.
erm.... i am the only one who gets to bypass my own rule becasue i am me this is my page. yes i am looking at the stalker who keeps leaving irrelevant things here grr
still thinking about these guyz all the time but I KNOW for a fac5 that people are deadass annyoed with my brinign them up (exCEPT WHITY I LOVE 6OUUUU SOO MUCHH EHIYTUYYYYY PLEASE LET ME HUG AND CUDDLE YOU AND BE BESTIES BOOS BAES W YOU FORVWERRR) so like im trying to not talk about them so much but i am very open if anyone ever would !!! im just scared, don't know how to talk to people, and then when people talk to me everything's so jumbled up and I only end up telling like 0.2% of what's in my head and maybe me holding this all back is what's hurting idk!!!!! I have to be soo vague with them or peoplws gonna roll their eyes, but they'll do so anwyays becuase that's all im known for now probly!!! "ahh sily mentally ill person obsessed with their two stupid characters they never shut up about jeez I hate them and their characters so much will they ever shut up !!" it makes me rly sad thinking that that's what everyone thinks of me even my closer friends cuz ik they're annyoed too (except whity to an extent !! maybe he finds my obsession like 2% weird but she can relate either her own ocs and interests so we're kinda on the same boat?!!?!?) so i feel super anxious talking to my friends n stuff cuz honestly? they're ALL I wanna talk about!!! but I feel so selfish making our conversations all about me and my stupid characters so in a way im mentally forced not to say anything abt myself or my characters,, sometimes I even just wanna tell my entire life story or what I did I a day but no one's interested(except. whity. I cannot express how much hes so different from everyone! shes there to listen to me. she LOVES talking about my interests and kcs like no one else. and I love hearing about her pcs and interests aswell!! ^_^) in that lol my life is just a boring as everyone else's I think,,
i think everything is slowly deteriorating or smth idk man ain't lining it. I want to but I feel so weak yknow!!
aywyas derrr like 100 of my teeth got pulled out !! at least it feels like o have no teeth..... deerrr this is awkawrd
mr thought I "suddenly became shy" Mr I've always been shy 😭😭 jt did not help tht you put me in the front ofnthe clas...
i remember I was watching squid game n then like lots of gorey scenes were coming up and j just had yo stop watching it
i honestly feel like I can't do anything anymore waaaaa I feel so sleep deprived but for what???? ive been going to bed on time, I rrink coffee like every now n then, idk!!! maybe these normal pis are doing more harm than good 😪
when whity tex 💖💞💖💞💞💝💞❤️🔥💓😿💞😿💞💝💞💝💕💞❤💟🧡🧡💟❤❣️💓🙀💞💖💞💖😻😻😻🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😳😳😳🤗🤗😝🤗😝🤗😝🤗😚😋😋😋😋😘😘😜😊😊😊😁🥰🥰🥰😍😇😍😍😍😆😆😄😁😁😁😘😘😗😗☺️😚😚😚😋😋😄😄😃😃💗🧡💗🧡❤️🩹💞💗💕💖💖💖💕💞💞💙💙💙
i love deleting things that I could not care less about!!!!! literally don't talk to me unless it's aboutb artmemids n dmainedsmjen..........
nvm qait I gotta say that rat nd sylvie would probably totally have a hp!Gregory and hp!Estella type of relationship lmao erm sorry I like relating my favorite characters to my favorite ocs hehehehe
goodnjght everykovamgger or stalker or whatever I call the sily gay prope my mind makes up 😁😁 hope I wake up feelin thaf amongla swag!!!
Ugh!!! super stuck in wanting a supr chibi style or a cute anime ish lookin one snd I dknt want to combine them 😓😓
btw feeling better !!! vced with some buddy pal besties so!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺💞💞💞 maybe they knew I was feeling down maybe they didn't ,, but they invited me to vc, I said ok and we had a time!!!!! very fun I love vcing w my friends !!
...I didn't even say happy 2100th.... but it's ok cuz it was rly all spam so like it didn't cound.. 2200 gonna be it tho 🤟
haply 2069 comments. nothing planned. stay tuned for 6969 comments nd ill post a really cool sm I mean what uh don't rexpect anything.
sometimes I hate being an artist. it hurts to be one sometimes!!!!! like going thru phases where I hate my art to the point where I literally don't feel like drawing to improve hurts!!! it brings sooo much boredm n then I get envious when someone else draws and im kike hey I wanna draw too!! but I can't becuz I'm in that phase where I don't like my art. im notbsaying it's bad,, it just doesn't appeal to me atm cuz trust me there are some pieces n sketehces i have that i do kjnd of enjoy.
I'm not 11 telling other "omfgg stop saying my art is good its not !!!! hahaha its soso bad it's trash haha yours is clearly better thsn my garbage!!!" I'm not self depreciating abt my art rhat much anymore, I really try avoiding to be like that lol cuz that's kinda cringe so when I see others do it + compare themselves to me I'm like "😐😐 ok if you believe that man!!" cuz I've told soo many people "noo your art isn't bad it's amazing man!!!" over and over, to the same people over and over and honestly I'm tired of tryingg,, if what im saying does not mean anything to what they think about their art then what's the point of trying!!!!!
I've given up on almost anything,, but I don't wanna give up on art at least just not yet cuz its not like I have any other hobbies to fall back onto and i dont think im mentally fit (if tha makes sense...) to get another hobby.yet... im also just wayy to busy n need to get better at managing my time and following a schedule
also I think artists in general are all just so, taken for granted???? especially if people have like artist friends then most of us are just being used ??? like friends will take their artist friend for granted constantly requesting them things, which is nice cool fun, and even flattering for a bit but eventually it comes to a point. where it's so constant that you're just their friend to make art for then when they want it, for free, and getting nothing back,, I know from my pov tho this will sound hitty bevuz I tjink im too expectant from otherz, or just always wants something in return ti make things fair but life's not always like that yknow ☹️ but I mean if they've already done so much for u nd just want a simple thing in return then thats a different story n jts ok I think,,, ive just been around so many shitty people that constantly request my friends for things when they can't do anythin back and then those shitty ppl will also request me like haven't you gotten enough from one person 😓
sorry this was actually drafted for like an hour so idk what else jbwas rlly gonna say lol ermm
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