Just a heads up for group servers I’m in: I’m probably gonna be low activity for sometime because my energy levels are just in the toilet rn x_x;;; I don’t rly have the spoons to do much these days so I apologize immensely for inactivity. I’ll be working through my commission queue as well. If you would prefer a refund due to the waiting period please let me know!

I’ve just been struggling so badly since the end of may when I got Covid, really hard stuff irl with my dad, seasonal depression, and most recently a car accident!? I haven’t really caught a break since May so I really do apologize immensely for it.

I have seen everyone’s comments and haven’t had a chance to reply to everyone I apologize for that. I really appreciate and am thankful for the words I was told today.

I haven’t felt this way in such a long time and I wasn’t sure why it suddenly just came out of nowhere? But I did read everything that was said and it did help lift my spirits and renew my confidence to continue to be proud of the art I produce. Thank you so much.

Just sort of musing/venting but after spending time on TH after a while I feel sometimes off?

I have to wonder if my art and style are considered “low quality.” I see those sorts of things around whenever people ask for artwork and I sometimes feel self conscious if my art falls into that category. 

I don’t really do finished pieces since I don’t have a lot of times these days. Even if I do, they’re more for my own personal art and I don’t really cross post them here from twitter or tumblr. It’s weird because this is the sort of feeling I used to have back in the early days of deviantART too.

people enjoyed my character designs but I sometimes felt like they didn’t enjoy my art. It’s kind of been on my mind. It just makes me feel self conscious that it’s the way I work. I always had a rougher style in terms of line work and painting and I know that doesn’t always appeal to others.

I’m sorry for the vent about this stuff— it’s been on my mind for the past few months.