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Oh you sweet misbegotten soul. Life stolen from you before you could live at all. Sometimes I wonder how you would have lived, had I not come into being. Would you be better? I know you would be different, but would it be worth it?
Were you okay with letting me exist?
I miss you.
Just as if I wasn't here before, you wouldn't be now, if you weren't here after, I wouldn't be now. You're a dream of mine, given form and flesh and blood and thought and choice. You're everything I was, everything I wish I was, and everything I could've been. You're completely different than me. You're you. You're wonderful.
Of course I'm okay with letting you exist. I'm proud of you, you know? More than I could ever convey. Thank you.
I see you. You are full of the only thing worth anything at all. Be weak, be strong, be whatever you desire, but never stop striving.
Like a lighthouse in the middle of a stormy sea. Mysterious. Unsettling. Welcoming, if you get close enough. Strong. Some kind of beacon amidst the darkness.
You've reached me, but will I ever reach you?