im turning 26 this sunday and got its kinda nerve-wracking thinking about it, on one hand yippee i made it another year around the sun but also im now unemployed and my health insurance will be null and void and i simply cannot afford it and I'm afraid the state free insurance will literally do nothing for me and i wont be able to keep up with my HRT or ever get top surgery with out being in debt forever.

other than that though ive got lots of plans to do this week and im excited for that atleast! taking my friends to seattle to have a fun day and then get hibachi for dinner is going to be awesome. ive been trying to get out of the house more and its been really fulfilling to have irl friends again, i really love and appreciate them and i hope they know that.