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Ex-Lover, ex-bestfriend. Unspeaking & avoidant — In Madigan's eyes, at first Diallo was an unwelcome intrusion into his carefully constructed world. His persistent attempts to engage Madigan were met with resistance, as Madigan viewed him with a mixture of irritation and apprehension. An annoyance. Often brushing him off or even ignoring him in an attempt to maintain the walls he had built around himself. Yet, despite his best efforts to keep Diallo at arm's length, Madigan found himself slowly giving in to the other's relentless pursuit, despite his best efforts to resist.
As Diallo continued to chip away at Madigan's defenses. Madigan found himself reluctantly drawn to the other man's warmth, patience and openness. Though he remained shy and reserved at first, Madigan couldn't help but feel a sense of comfort and familiarity in Diallo's presence. Listening to him speak and share his thoughts and dreams,Madigan found solace in Diallo's openness and honesty, feeling a connection with him that he had never experienced with anyone else and even began to open himself up towards Diallo in return.
Their friendship deepened over time, blossoming into something more profound. Madigan found himself inexplicably drawn to Diallo in ways he couldn't fully understand, his heart wrestling with conflicting emotions of desire and guilt. Despite his attempts to suppress his feelings in the name of piety and righteousness, Madigan struggled with his growing attraction to Diallo.
When Diallo made a move on Madigan, it was a moment of weakness that led him to succumb to the longing within him. Though he viewed their tryst as a mistake, Madigan couldn't deny the overwhelming rush of emotion that coursed through him in Diallo's presence. As months went by their clandestine romance brought Madigan both joy and torment. He reveled in the moments they shared together, feeling alive in ways he had never felt before. But beneath the surface, Madigan was plagued by guilt and self-loathing, haunted by the knowledge of his own weakness and the fear of damnation
Despite the turmoil and inner conflict that plagued him, Madigan couldn't shake the lingering adoration of Diallo's presence in his life — Diallo could bring solace to the torment in his head and thoughts. He loved him deeply, though he would never dare to admit it aloud again. When their relationship was discovered and Diallo was expelled from the seminary, Madigan was left with an inexplicable void in his heart and grappling with a profound sense of loss. The void left by Diallo's absence weighed heavily on him, leaving him consumed by a mix of regret, longing, and sorrow. Unable to confront his feelings or reconcile the love he felt with the teachings of his faith. Madigan buried his emotions deep within, carrying the weight of his secret with him like a heavy burden as the fear of making the same mistake again consumed him. Even the mere slip of thought of Diallo brought forth a wave of nausea and regret.
Ex-Lover, ex-bestfriend. Unspeaking — Initially, Diallo's perception of Madigan was clouded by his quiet demeanor and reserved nature — at first glance, Diallo saw Madigan as aloof and perhaps even pretentious, an impression fueled by Madigan's tendency to keep to himself and maintain a certain distance from others. However, despite these initial misgivings, Diallo found himself inexplicably drawn to Madigan like a moth to a flame, unable to shake the intrigue that drew him in.
As Diallo began to spend more time with Madigan, he discovered layers beneath the surface that belied his initial impressions, unravelling the complexities of Madigan's character, discovering a depth and vulnerability that belied his stoic exterior. Through their conversations and shared experiences, Diallo caught glimpses of Madigan's true self, realizing that he wasn't as standoffish as he initially seemed. He found himself captivated by Madigan's quiet strength and unwavering dedication, seeing the genuine goodness that lay at the heart of his reticent companion.
As Diallo's patience and persistence gradually wore down Madigan's defenses with a effort, patiently chipping away at the walls He treated Madigan with kindness and understanding, offering him acceptance and support, forging a new bond that surpassed more than acquaintance.
As their connection deepened, Diallo found himself falling for Madigan more deeply than he ever thought possible, his feelings growing stronger with each passing day. He cherished their moments together, savoring each stolen glance and conversation. When the time came for them to act on their feelings, it was Diallo who took the first step, unable to resist the overwhelming tide of emotions that threatened to consume him.
Even after their relationship was discovered and torn apart, Diallo held no regrets for his actions and even willingly shouldered the blame onto himself. To him, loving Madigan was never a sin. Though they were forced apart by circumstances beyond their control. Diallo will always hold onto the memories they shared, treasuring them.
Co-worker and distant acquaintance — Madigan see's Ignatius as member of the community whose interactions with him are limited to occasional encounters within the confines of the church. Madigan maintains professional boundaries in his interactions with Ignatius. Due to the lack of interaction the two have, Madigan is unaware of the possession of Ignatius and his sudden changes of demeanor. Madigan's suspicions are piqued when he notices Ignatius's sudden attempts to engage with him more frequently. Ignatius's uncharacteristic interest in Madigan raises questions in his mind, as their previous interactions had been limited to polite exchanges within the context of their duties at the church. Despite his uncertainty, Madigan attributes Ignatius's behavior to a desire for friendship or a need for someone to talk to. As Ignatius persists in his efforts to engage with Madigan, the his sense of unease begins to intensify. Ignatius's presence becomes increasingly intrusive, almost stalker-ish, leaving Madigan feeling unsettled and wary of his intentions. He struggles to reconcile Ignatius's sudden fascination with him with their limited acquaintance, sensing that something is amiss but unable to pinpoint the cause of his discomfort. Madigan cannot shake the growing sense of suspicion that gnaws at him from within.
Co-worker, influenced obsession.
Distant acquaintance — While they have interacted on a few occasions, primarily in the context of Ignatius assisting with various tasks around the church. Madigan remains largely unaware of the changes in Ignatius' behavior, as their interactions are infrequent and brief. The demonic entity residing within Ignatius senses Madigan's efforts to combat the cult and seeks to destroy these plans by manipulating Ignatius into closer proximity with the priest. Under the guise of normal interactions, the demon orchestrates encounters between Ignatius and Madigan, using Ignatius as a pawn in a sinister game. Despite the façade of normalcy, there are moments when Ignatius' interactions with Madigan take on more of the influence of the demonic entity, twisting Ignatius' perceptions and distorting his intentions. What once began as a casual acquaintance evolves into a twisted fascination.
Brother — Deeply intertwined bond that encompasses a range of emotions, from loyalty and affection to resentment and frustration. On one hand, Madigan views Viticus with a sense of admiration and respect, recognizing his older brother's experience and wisdom in navigating the dangers of the world. From their earliest days, Viticus has been a beacon of strength and stability for Madigan. Viticus has served as both a mentor and a protector to him. However, beneath the surface of this, lies a simmering undercurrent of sibling rivalry and resentment. Madigan often feels overshadowed by Viticus's achievements and reputation — a dynamic that has shaped their interactions since childhood. From the playful squabbles of youth to the more nuanced tensions of adulthood. Despite these tensions, Madigan's bond with Viticus runs deep, rooted in a shared history of loss and hardship. They have faced adversity together, relying on each other for support and companionship in the face of overwhelming odds. Despite their differences, Madigan ultimately values his brother's presence in his life.
Brother — From the moment Viticus met his younger brother he felt a sense of duty and responsibility towards him — seeing himself as the guardian of his younger sibling, a steadfast protector who would willingly lay down his life to ensure Madigan's safety. Being the older sibling, he sees himself as the guiding force alongside being a protector, tasked with imparting wisdom and experience to his younger counterpart, even as he navigates his own inner demons and struggles. Beneath the surface lies a more nuanced relationship, one characterized by the flows of sibling rivalry, banter and affection. Viticus views Madigan with a recognization of his younger brother's potential, although unaware of the overshadowment Madigan felt, the feeling that followed throughout their life.
Viticus may often find himself exasperated by his brother's stubbornness or frustrated by his snarky nature (or 'sassy' as he'd call it), but beneath it all lies an unspoken understanding. Despite the exasperation he may get and their contrasting personalities, Viticus knows he can rely on Madigan to have his back — to stand by his side through thick and thin, no matter the cost and he cherishes that.