https://artfight.net/~sockwearer

hehe.....

learning to have fun with art again so i might be more active on artfight this summer :) we'll see

need to add new guys and new art i have of my guys

idk, let me know if you have good experiences with it

it's like $3 to make an account which is not bad but i also dont wanna make one if i dont end up using it :p im very picky about social medias rn and im not particularly active anywhere but here and tumblr

https://toyhou.se/26481615.charity-adopt

https://toyhou.se/26481615.charity-adopt

30 USD rn :33 hoping starting bids will get it going for a higher bid!!

https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/1797709.adopts-for-gaza-big-ol-auction-charity-event

https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/1797709.adopts-for-gaza-big-ol-auction-charity-event

just wanted to link this!! super awesome stuff, some of these adopts are low on bids and really affordable, all the designs are so nice

stolen from hauntedaether

Do you have a crush on anybody?: nawr

What's your favorite candy?: uhmm those rice crispy chocolate bars ^_^ still need to find a good cheapish one that's like, ethical (i like the trader joe's ones but i do not think they're ethically sourced lol...)

Favourite love song?: impossible to pick just one but i've been liking mona lisa by dominic fike, also one of your girls by troye sivan <3 (yeah yeah typical twink behavior to listen to troye sivan. shush)

What was your first kiss like?: havent had one B) like. technically once i kissed my bsf just to see what it felt like but i don't consider it a real first kiss cause it was not romantically motivated

What was your last kiss like?: covered above

Sexual/romantic orientation?: arospec (demi), ace, gay

Do you prefer poems or love letters?: why not both? poem in a love letter

Favorite fanfic trope?: uhmm i haven't read fanfic in a hot sec. literal sleeping together is good.. fake dating ig? friends to lovers <3 (my demi ass lol)

Have you ever been in love?: yeag i think so.. in like sophomore yr of high school loll

Favorite milkshake flavor?: oreo/cookies and cream ^_^ strawberry can also be pretty yummy depending on how im feeling

Dinner dates or brunch dates?: hmm brunch dates

Favorite flower?: sunflower has been my fav for years but i'm starting to reconsider, not sure what another contender would be though.. so sunflower for now, ig i like lily of the valley too

Favorite perfume/cologne?: just.. anything vanilla. if i had my perfume with me rn i would say the brand

Favorite candle scent?: vanilla <3

What's your ideal first date?: eehhrrmmm idk. maybe going to the wharf and taking photos of birds, getting ice cream somewhere near by.. WAIT I TAKE IT BACK going to the monterey bay aquarium 100%

Favorite love story?: ehhmmm i don't remmeber if i have a favorite. i remember 'when the moon was ours' is good.

What's the most attractive thing a person could wear?: a motorcycle helmet ^_^ 

Chocolate, vanilla, or red velvet?: chocolateee

Snow, rain, or sun?: sun pleas i love sunshine ^_^

Sweetest romantic memory?: do not have any 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Favorite dating sim, and favorite character?: cryptid crush, atlas :D 

What's your dream wedding like?: uhh i don't think i'm gonna get married ever...

What makes you blush?: idk dawg. fictional characters 🔥

Do you believe in love at first sight?: no. infatuation/crush at first sight sure but you cannot love someone if u literally do not know them (maybe this is demi understanding but..)

Do you believe in soulmates?: hmm. not really? 

Denim jackets, leather jackets, or bomber jacket?: bomber jacket

What's your sign?: aquarius

Are you single?: yeags

Do you prefer to charm or be charmed?: be charmed ^_^

Guitar or piano?: guitar guitar guitar. easy.

Favourite romcom or romantic movie?: i dont remmeber... 

Valentine's decorations, yay or nay?: ya i think they're cute.. the aesthetic is one of the best things about the holiday imo

Would you prefer to propose or be proposed to?: i don't really want either

Cloudgazing or stargazing?: cloudgazing, stargazing makes me stress about how large the universe is and how inconsequential i am in comparison to it ^_^

Do you like to dance?: idk how so no.. picture that video of jerma "twerking". that's me when i try to dance

What's your OTP?: i don't have an OTP, top ship rn is probably ultrakill gabv1el <3 i'm normal about them. (lying)

Kittens or puppies?: ohh fuck you. im not choosing. both forever and ever love and light

Coffee, hot chocolate, or tea?: hot chocolate i don't like coffee or tea.

Favorite soda?: cream soda

Do you prefer gazing wistfully out the window or lying dramatically over the sofa?: staring wistfully out the window typically

Favourite ABBA song?: probably dancing queen

Kiss(Fuck)/Marry/Kill?: idk how to respond to this question. who? am i supposed to make up people then also make the decision ymself? how does this work

Favorite pajamas?: ehmm i have these pajama pants and they are unfortunately harry potter themed but my mom got them for me and they're very fuzzy and warm..

Favorite liquor?: i do not drink (smile)

Do you think about love a lot?: hm sorta. not in the typical way. most of my "thinking about love" is ships and self shipping but i kind of oversaturate it to myself so much that i barely even think about the romance of it very much 

A walk in the park or a walk on the beach?: WALK ON THE BEACH (you cannot ask a marine bio major this. you know the answer)

Hand kisses or nose kisses?: aww these are both cute. nose kisses methinks

What's your dream house?: nice little one story house in a rural(?) area? like a small local area with walkable markets and such.. i just want somewhere cozy and warm feeling, i would like a dark brown house esp with like blue or green trimmings/accent

stolen from katfangs

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

i named myself after cole cassidy from overwatch (before the name change... yea)

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?

i genuinely do not remember... i'm on antidepressants AND t so basically i'm immune to crying ever

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?

no lol

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?

i like honey smoked ham on like, cold sandwiches. hot sandwiches i loveee chicken ^_^

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?

no, i don't think i ever will

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

maybe? maybe not? i'm annoying LMAOO

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?

fairly often, maybe slightly more than the average person??

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?

yes

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP

i would like to sometime yeah, as long as it's in a safe controlled setting

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?

oh shit idk... lucky charms and cheerios are good

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?

no, i always leave them tied so i can just slip them on next time i put them on

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?

physically absolutely not, mentally yes i think i have a lot of fortitude

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?

chocolate <3 specifically the umm chocolate fudge brownie from ben & jerrys

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?

the way they dress ig?

15. RED OR PINK?

piiink

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?

oh this is hard to answer. probably my self esteem ironically lol

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?

my hs friends and dogs, being away for college is hard sometimes ;w;

18. WHAT IS THE PAUL MCKENNA TECHNIQUE THAT YOU NEED TO WORK ON THE MOST?

who is that

19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?

beige/brown/green

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?

concha (the pan dulce)

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

nothing right this sec cause i'm in lecture, but i've been listening to my gabriel ultrakill playlist a lot the last couple of days.. so chart, mr. kitty and machine girl

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?

umm blue. like the dark more purple leaning blue not sky blue

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?

ohhh i LOVE vanilla, and freshly baked cookies

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?

my grandma i think

25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE?

BEACH HOUSE (marine biologist favoritism)

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?

i don't care about sports. if i HAD to pick one then esports or soccer

27. HAIR COLOR?

brown

28. EYE COLOR?

brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?

nawr

30. FAVORITE FOOD?

uhmmm idk... i have been really liking cookie dough lately. save me cookie dough.

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?

happy endings usually but it depends on how i'm feeling. but also these two are not mutually exclusive at all

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?

oh god i genuinely do not remember. ponyo??? no it's been months since that surely not... uhh.. that's the last one i remember

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?

blue

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?

summer!!!! (winter makes me SO depressed)

35. HUGS OR KISSES?

hugs <3

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?

ermm chocolate in general but i love chocolate cake and chocolate chip cookies.

37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO?

exercising sucks but i like biking so cardio 4 me

38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?

computer. i love my puter

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?

not actively reading but technically i'm reading world of wonders: in praise of fireflies, whale sharks, and other astonishments. it's good i recommend it

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?

cats and plants (inevitable plug)

42. FAVORITE SOUND?

i like gentle creek noises, water in general like waves is also a great noise.. i'm a fan of rain and bird sounds too

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?

i don't really care for either, i guess the beatles?

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?

hmm, 2149 mi (that's my college distance rn, lol)

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?

i mean.. i draw? what defines a "special" talent exactly.. i guess i’m pretty good at animal identification

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?

won’t say city since that’s a security question on some websites, but in oregon ^_^

47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?

california! bay area

48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE?

i live in a dorm.. i think it’s white?

49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR?

no car but my last car was kind of a sky blue, a little bit deeper blue than that though.. miss her fly high stingray (she’s fine i just sold her)

50. DO YOU LIKE ANSWERING 50 QUESTIONS?

YA i answered most of these in class which helped me pass the time lol

hii so this won't be like, the deciding factor.. but i'm just curious if y'all had any thoughts on what type of project i should take on :) since i'm taking a step back from commissions and trades and such once i finish my current owed batch!! so i'm figuring out what to do with myself from there

i will probably be doing a lot of assorted random projects, mainly thinking personal character art, scene pieces, style tests with drawing animals, color studies and character design tests and stuff to improve my art etc.. but i think a slightly more long-term project could be good for me, maybe

so i was just wondering if anyone would be interested in a patreon?? i think i wanna make one but i want to do something that's not overwhelming for me, so i was thinking of just posting drawings that i haven't posted publicly on most social medias, since there's like fanart or stuff of characters not on th that i dont post here and i don't really use social media in general much anymore, as well as posting wips/sketches which i dont tend to post usually

i alsooo was considering a nsfw tier but truthfully most of that tends to be heavily self indulgent so even if i was comfortable posting it i don't know what other people would get out of it lol

idk, are there any patreon ideas that would interest you guys? the tiers would all be under $5 (lowest just drawings and wips tier is $1). maybe i could do monthly sketch commissions or requests, if i were to make one it would have to be something that's fairly low maintenance for me because my schedule is pretty packed this quarter

also i just remembered that despite my limited platform i can still. Do things.

so if you donate $5 or more to a reputable org supporting palestinians in gaza (palestine childrens relief fund, doctors without borders, etc) i will draw you a bust 🫶🫶

wish i could offer more discounted stuff for this but i don't have the motivation for much more beyond busts

https://toyhou.se/~forums/71.art-marketplace/276490.open-jesses-commissions-5

tentatively still open.. may be slightly more picky than usual since i'm still trying to figure out how to work drawing into my schedule more often

esp looking to take some busts :3