Ello, ello, hola! Ciao and bonjour!

Sure has been a bit, huh?

I’ve COMPLETELY FORGOTTEN about Toyhouse again, whoops, sorry! As some of you already know on Tumblr, I’ve been going through some stuff with real life recently! Things have been pretty hard for me… Exams are next week… My mom is still dealing with her foot (now her surgery stitches have been hurting her…) A family member of mine have passed away recently… I been deathly sick since the beginning of this week… Hell, even my depression has been getting to me. 

It’s been… a not so pleasant ride for me. Not to mention several other things that have and are happening to me recently, it’s so much. So, to help me, I’m planning to take baby steps for everything right now.

I want things to return back to normal but since everything came crashing down on my end, it scared me like a poor little scared bunny rabbit! The only solution is by doing things slowly, trying to not pushing myself too far out of my current comfort zone, and hoping that by doing that, it’ll encourage me to do more things which then will get me out of my comfort zone and then slowly but surely things will return back to how it use to be! (before it was like this.)

that goes for real life and my mental health too

I’ve been having plans to make my own website one day, related to my interests, I get to talk about whatever I want related to them, and I get to share information related to those interests too!

I know I want to do this but I also want to make a separate website related to one of my favorite special interests, Viva Piñata, since, if you know me personally, I’m a HUGE fan of it. One of the number one fans of it even.
But in order to do all of that, I gotta get out of my comfort zone, which, I’m not quite ready yet. I don’t wanna push myself when I have a few other things related to myself I need to work on before I work on that huge project. 

So by whenever I get over being sick, I’m gonna try doing better for myself. I know I can. Even despite my situation right now, I can get over this. Besides, there’s always a light at the end of a tunnel, regardless of how long and dark the tunnel may seem.

— Fergy/Whis (@reachout-tothe-truth / urlocalmagicalcat)