Latest Bulletin
ignore any typos pls, my phone keyboard sucks LMAO
heyy heyyy guys
things have been not the best recently, especially irl and mentally, so i apologize for lack of activity and engagement with people. I am just! Very unwell, for multiple reasons but i dont wanna get to into that here
my main purpose of this bulletin is to say that, after i finish the last few pieces of owed art i have, im probably going on a hiatus from this account and my sides (my trade/sale and digimon accounts) and hole up on my auth only acct
i havent been happy with how i've curated my online spaces for a long time. from personal problems to trusting and befriending people that didnt really have anyones best interests in mind but their own and even being a pretty shitty person at times myself, I've realized that none of this is making me any happier. cs, adoptables, trading/selling, etc.
ive ruined friendships and hurt people over pixel animals that hold absolutely Zero real world value its ruined my relationship with money/finances from consistent impulse buying. the fomo of not getting the newest shiny thing instead of just enjoying what i have and enjoying the few good people i've kept around me
for anyone thats had to bear the brunt of any of that from me, im genuinely sorry. i've been trying to work on myself more recently, but even then that doesnt excuse how much of a shithead i had been.
i think stepping away from the scene will be a good thing! i've got a few ocs and story au things i'd love to actually focus on bc they actually make me happy instead of just. buy, keep for like a month, sell/trade, rinse and repeat
if u wanna keep up with my stuff outside of cs, im over at abhorror
everything is auth only tho but if we've been friendly before + youre 18+ feel free to ask to be auth'd! i dont have much nsfw/sensitive stuff i post tbh but anything i do i'll do my best to tag it appropriately!
as i back away from this acct for a while, everything here, on my trade acc, and my digimon acc will be hidden!! just bc i dont rlly want offers on anything atm while i sort through whatever i decide do do abt all the designs (if we are friends tho feel free to poke me if anything catches ur eye, i might give some stuff away)
anyways, i thiiiink i covered everything? if u read this all, i appreciate u and ur time, have a great day!!