i...find that my anxiety has gotten much, much worse to the point i cannot give people a simple answer very well anymore....and i think its because my mom has left me in this state. she is constantly blowing up on me for extremely small things, or things completely out of my control, to the point i expect that from everyone.
there doesnt seem to be much hope in healing from this mental state of mine, because im living with her, and its almost daily. she usually gets extremely offended whenever i do try and tell her that she's making me a nervous wreck....so idk.
wishing i wasnt this way! : ') its so hard.....my day to day is almost entirely spent with me being fearful, unless i'm talking with my partner.

anyway i posted this just to simply state that im sorry for lack of reply to a lot of things. i tell myself i will respond, but end up too scared to.