yeah this isn't really important at all, i just need a way to get my thoughts and feelings out in a way that won't really bother people.

I miss my boyfriend so fucking much, and I feel like he hates me. I feel like a total stranger in the tiny, meaningless conversations we have-- if I'm given anything at all. I feel like he's a completely different person, and he loathes even talking to me. He doesn't say so, but his replies are short, curt, and just... dry. Like there's no love for me in his heart anymore.

I just want things to go back to the way they were. I want to feel better, but I don't know how.

if you have any advice, feel free to post it below. if not, feel free to ignore this. 

thanks, have a nice day.