Sorry for having taken so long with my art, I has so many problems, mostly personal and mental problems. I've been kicked out of my mother's house by my father, and when I came back he had taken (pretty much stolen) my tablet and pencil. He is a sick man, he returned my tablet but destroyed my pencil and me and my mother don't have enough money to buy a new one.

Atm I have so many school stuff to do, I also need to look for a job, I can’t do this alone, but the only help I have is not enough. My father has told me that he almost destroyed my tablet but luckily he didn’t, and I owe so much art but I just don’t have any other way to draw. I might try to sell some characters, but I honestly find some much comfort on most of them I cannot just give them away, that would make my psychological situation even worse. Not been able to draw was already quite damaging for me, as I usually use it as a way of relieving stress. And I need to relieve stress because of my tourettes, I can’t sleep because of how painful it is the aftermath of having so many tics everytime I get anxious, which is usually all the time as I got nothing to do outside of my school projects, which are very stressful for me. I’m also in hope of getting tested for adhd, I have been told before I might have a problem and have a lot of the symptoms, but I can’t tell yet, so I don’t want to self diagnose. But yeah, I’ve been struggling with life in general and I can’t focus on homework or anything, I need a ton of help and feel really stupid and useless.

So, yeah, please forgive me for being so irresponsible with this kind of stuff, I’ll try to get most of it done if I can get another pen, but atm I’m pretty much fucked up.