hi. i just wanna make a fun bulletin. I have cool life awesomeness to share. good vibes… etc.

Also formatting is gonna be straight up PISS cos mobile. ✌🏻

i am cheesed. cheesed on the regular. in the mental health way. i won’t specifically delve into my brain mechanics and whatever else cos I don’t wanna. but I am content in this very moment. as well as the surrounding moments of this very moment. i have been much more chill and normal. it is something I have been craving for like five billion years. one might say I am just oozing with joy. i am being normal and feeling my emotions or some shit. it’s pretty nice.

more cool life awesomeness: i finished baldur gate. the single baldur gate. I crode so fuckin hard. my literal brain chemistry has been rearranged. and yet…. I am not satisfied somehow. i want more out of this videogame and I will squeeze it dry until it becomes dust. i am literally normal, i assure you. (i am experiencing seven layers of emotional devastation(?) and need to write a formal apology to my friends for watching me spiral 18 times in the span of 9 days.) i put 90 hours in the span of 9 days bro… I literally have not been sleeping…. I’m so…. emo… 

i will not allow myself to speak about the aforementioned videogame any longer. it is a dangerous subject. but transitioning from that to something mildly relevant…. i have realized that me… as an artist…. i am just not very interested in doin crazy over the top shit anymore. i would much rather spend my time playin games with my beloved spouse or hanging out with the homies. art has kinda always been an outlet for me and since I’m feeling better as of recent I just… don’t feel the need to draw. Other than appealing to my occasional brainrot? And drawing cool shit for other people? i dunno. not to imply that I will stop my nonsense anytime soon… but I have definitely been faltering in regards to activity. And I think the inactivity is here to stay because being inactive makes me feel mentally well. i be loving myself bro. i think I have found the true balance of existing on the internet and simultaneously not existing. It’s great.

other things that are cool:

> im awesome
> you’re awesome
> that’s all

yea. very chill updates. tldr im normal and will not be pushing myself artistically anymore cos that is lame. im just gonna pop in and out of existence as I see fit. also buy and play bg3. don’t be weird bro. i was weird once… but not anymore [smiles] 

Is this what people with blogs do, I wonder?