Hello (´･ᴗ･ ` )

Giving you all a little life/commission update as it's been a while since I've done so. I posted a similar update on my deviantart a little while back as well~

I apologize to everyone for delays in commissions; I've actually been working on getting a lot of commissions past due refunded =w= My motivation for art has been very low recently as I've been dealing with some stuff irl that's been kind of overwhelming this month. I don't like getting super personal online, but I've been having a hard time pushing my self to do anything, let alone drawing.

I used to be able to draw with no problem and had lots of original and fun ideas for my own personal projects; I wasn't any good at drawing but it was something I enjoyed, rather than something I did as a chore. I hate that I'm no longer as eager about art as I used to be. I know a lot of people go through this, and I can say that it isn't any fun when you do TwT It's less of an art block and more of a "I hate everything about my art" phase. 

I am super sorry for exposing everyone to this side of myself and for being negligent and lazy in regards to commissions. Just know that I am one hundred percent working on refunding a lot of them, and you can check that on my trello if you're interested. If I haven't send a message about your commission in a while, this is why. I realize this is disappointing and again, I am sorry for this...I hate dragging personal problems into my art and commissions but to be honest, it makes it really hard to focus on anything sometimes :(

Thank you to everyone who has been so encouraging and kind to me throughout everything that's been going on. It sincerely means so much; I know that I say that a lot, so it can come off as disingenuous, but I truly truly mean it. I'm hoping that moving forward, I can work on becoming more organized and driven with my art!