i may post a lot of adopts but a majority of what i post is a lot of already finished work or unused/unposted designs. i've been working on my commissions but i've been struggling with the burnout for a while. at the moment adopts/commission are the main income and when bills come up or we need groceries, that's when i get more active in posting adopts. i'm still trying to finish the donation commissions from pawmie's jaw surgery and i though i've updated our kofi about this i wanted to make sure i said it here too that i promise i'm always working on commissions little by little regardless of the adopts or artwork i post. sometimes i do take a break and i try to draw something for myself to get out of my rut, but i'm doing my very best ;w;/ <3 we're not very well off so money we make on adopts and things always goes into taking care of our lives. you'll know we're doing better when i open trades or am looking for character trades because i can finally do something leisurely or for fun ;w;;; i put a lot of pressure on myself and i genuinely feel extremely guilty for posting things when i still have owed work done. i'm not the best at communicating but when i deliver a finished product i really want to make sure it's worth the wait. i'll often redo/restart a piece over and over and over because it just doesn't feel up to the standard i want to set. i really want to make work people love and treasure T_T 

ANYWAYS tldr; i'm working hard on commissions, (adopts are 99% of the time unposted work, it's not instead of your work) & my mental health can greatly affect my efficiency but i'm doing my best to work through it!!

ALSO IM SO SORRY I LOSE TRACK OF PRIVATE MESSAGES, i know for a fact i've fallen off of a few and i'm sincerely sorry if we were talking about something before and i just stopped responding, i promise i'm never trying to ghost anyone, you're free to nudge me about everything and anything TOT !!

also i just turned 30 on the 25th but lord almighty do i not feel it what so ever haha;; i think my brain turned into a chunky stew during my development...........