yyuugughgh i know i just posted one of these but im silly . im silly

im just gonna take an overall break from socials until may. i get results back then + the final procedure (which i will get the results for  immediately, so no stress of waiting) but the whole thing of waiting is stressful in general, so im not going to force myself to engage when im anxious about other things.

even if i upload stuff myself i'm not going to be responding to anything until may 15th (date of the final appointment, will get my results for that immediately so no waiting), at the earliest, aside from a few commissions i'm looking to send out hopefully within the week after i finish polishing them up.

i'll be fine, please don't ask for the details of whats going on, it's just medical stuff. posting shit like this makes me feel a little more comfortable about  dogging the inbox for a month lol. i did just post an oc offer bulletin  so i'd feel a bit guilty if i just did that then immediately left people  on read without explanation

again i'll probably be fine. we live in hope